'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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heart to the extent that i try my best to work out what we have..
this story goes.......
im a fresheman back then when i first met this guy who always the only
person in my mind until my senoir year. we met when my friends and his
friends made a deal to introduce the both groups to each other and
make a huge circle of friends. we went to one of my friend house a
make some sort of good time talking and introducing each other. we
really have a great time then and since that day happened we always
meet inside the campus and usually greeting each other,we get each
others numbers so that we came be connected anytime. he first texted
me and i accepted him as my textmate.
then after a couple of weeks texting and chatting, he asked me to go
out into a sort of date and positively i accepted it. we go out and
make a dinner and talked alot about eache other. i almost knew that he
already 21 and im only 18 that time. we really had a good time
together till we separate and go home.
after that he asked if i allow him to make a formal relationship with
him and i accepted it (how will be a fool i am to denied to him) =)..
two months past by and we still together until i decided to introduce
him to my parents, unfortunately, they didn't accept him and told me
that i must broke up with him as soon as possible.
after that incident, i decided to go on to our relationship even if my
parents don't want to. we keep it secret to my family. until he give
up. i lost my patient tat time and told him that i don;t need him
already but the truth is definitely im broken inside.
after that we lost our communication but still we sometimes met half
way. i really love him so much that i can't resist to have time
visiting our favorite place and miss the time were been together. i
admit that after our broke up i become bitter and almost cursed him to
my anger.
1 year after....
2 years after...
still i loved him and never forget to think of him every single night.
until i realize that being bitter will not make me a better person. i
tried to have communication on him and i did it. i tell him all my
feelings that have been hidden for almost 2 years. and told him that i
will try my best to forget all the things we shared and all the things
that made fool again. until now im trying my best. maybe a long time
is needed to heal the wounds that makes my heart break.
i told him that."balang araw makakaya ko ulit tingnan siya ng wala ng
anumang nararamdaman pa" and i really mean it. that why until now im
trying to.
moving on is really a hard thing to do if you really love that person
more that you could ever loved. =(
THANKS for reading....
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