'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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theirkeen observations. They were right. I was in love and so i am
till today. My story begun some 3 yearsago. My two friends and iused
to go for our private studies in another of our friend's home who
happened to be my best friend till today. His sister just below him in
their familyis she whom i fell in love with without my knowledge for
we could chat and she would be very happy no matter thesituation she
was in and so was i. I took time to look into the matter not knowing
that the more i put my thoughts on her was the more i fell deep in
love with her.
As friends with the issue of opening hearts to one another, i let his
brother know it and he was positive about it for i know he understood
me more than anyone after being more than friends for two years or so.
She had never been in a relationship with anyoneelse not before not
upto now. Though sometimes during all that time that i have been
finding myselfinto relationships, i have never stop to thinking
crazily about her.
You may ask, haven't you confessed to her? I have done it time to time
but the response has been, 'no i can't satisfy you'.
I am not the kind of a guy who desires a woman for my bed. I toldher.
She went on to say that i should give her time to think the matter
over. How much time? Tillshe is done with her studies. I got to her
whenshe was on her first year of a 4 year study course.
All i desire to know is if that patience is worth it. Am ready to wait
till she is mine but i greatly doubt it though she behaves to hold
strong toher decisions.
Her best friend is in a relationship with one of my best friends. The
policy she clings to is, 'boys will make you fail in your studies.'
since sheknew me, she had been adoring my academic achievements. I
can't see her her not making and thus i have been helping her where i
had been able to do it.in her home no one questions me on my visits
for i also have been spending nights there and so has been hisbrother.
Our families have been like one through our friendship and so i
respect her on the other side and i can't dare make her suffer.
So by that, i returned her of her photos i had plus those that we took
together and the reason was because i didn't want to think about her
anymore. And i told her. Istopped calling he or repling to her texts.
But still with every moment i see her , i fall for her. She plays safe
but when i don't say hi toher, she comes to say hi to me. She haven't
confessed anything yet but signs can't hide from her actions. I am her
joy, she always want to spendtime with me at their home, she loves my
jokes,she loves my attention,she loves my concern but she is never
willing to say,' i love you too' which is all i want from her.
So i choose to ignore her for the better or for the............ WORSE!
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