'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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sudden something happened to me….
It all started in the year 2010….I know him as my college senior….I
have met him during the Orphanage visits which we students organize in
college (he was in his pre-final yr, I in second yr)…. The very first
time I met him kindled my feelings… Is this called "Love at first
sight"????... After that day, almost for a year we never talked with
each other nor texted (Both of us didn't share our contacts even in
FB)…But whenever we crossed each other in college we exchanged our
Hi's and Bye's with a smile . All his friends were my friends in FB
but he was not…
Then on the 4th week of Jan 2011, I saw his name and his profile
picture on the 'People You May Know' column in FB… I clicked on 'Add
Friend' :p…. Immediately my request was accepted and his chat message
saying "Hi…" popped out...I also replied "hi...". Then we had a normal
and a formal conversation that would happen between a junior and a
senior… The very next day he asked for my contact number in FB... I
usually hesitate to share my number on FB that too with guys... But I
dunno why, my fingers started typing my number and before even I could
realize it, it pressed ENTER… I never regretted for it thou…
Immediately after that I got a message in my mobile saying "This is
XXX"… We stopped chatting in FB and our conversation continued on
mobile….Fortunately I had to cross his bus stop while going to
college… As soon as I get into the bus I will text him and he makes
sure that he meets me and follows my bus in his bike… I will tell him
the exact place where am seated and he tries and drives to make sure
that am not going out of his sight… We used to text daily and I
dunno what we had to talk or text. May be those were the sweet
nothings that brought us close to each other. This continued for two
weeks and the most awaited college cultural came up… All were in
festive mood… We both started talking in college whenever possible… We
both had few common friends and hence it was not a big deal for us to
talk without any hesitation or fear…. We had a 2-day college fest… and
on the first day it got late for the programs to get over… and
unfortunately (actually fortunately…!!!!!) all my friends who used to
accompany me left early and I was alone at 10pm in the night… As he
had a dance rehearsal for his program on the next day, he was in a
dance school. As soon as I got into the bus I texted him and he
replied back… he asked about my whereabouts and I told him. He asked
me if anyone was there with me. I said "No, am going alone and my dad
will pick me up from my bus stop"… And he replied, "This is the last
time you will be going alone…. Reach home safely and text me". I felt
something fishy :P. I smiled and replied "Okie..". Then I reached home
I texted him.. I waited for him till he finished his practice and
reached home, just to say GOODNIGHT… Then came the second day of
culturals… I was roaming with my friends and he was busy with his
programs... Then the long awaited program of this guy came up in the
evening… My eyes didn't take any other sight other than him… I tried
hard to keep my eyes on him being seated at the last few rows and
people dancing in front of us… As soon as he finished his dance he
came down and stood behind the place where both of our friends were
sitting…. His friends already having known that something is happening
between us, called him and offered him a place near them. And this
time I could see him without any difficulty. Our eyes conveyed the
things that are to be conveyed. Then at the end of the day, I met him
at our college entrance and just like that was talking for few
minutes. After that he made sure that I got into the bus and he
followed my bus in his bike till my stop and he went back. As he was
tired I didn't disturb him much and we both slept early that night.
The next day he had some competitive exam in the afternoon. He told me
his dad was not happy with his preparations and he wanted to revise
few things in the morning. I told him to concentrate and study and
text me after he finished his exam. In the noon I texted him, wishing
him all the best and I slept off. Evening when I woke up I expected a
message from his mobile but there was none. I texted him and waited
for his reply for sometime. No reply again. I called him from my dad's
mobile (That was our first telephonic conversation), as you all would
know, during college days we hardly have balance in our mobiles :p.
When he picked up, I heard some noise and I found that his friends
were around and I got a bit irritated cos I have been expecting his
message for a long time. I started shouting at him even before he
could say anything. I shouted for more than two mins (It was too much
for the first call even though he gets a multiple amounts of it
nowadays :p). After I finished, he started in low voice, "You know
what happened? I met with a small accident. (before I could say
something) Nothing happened to me, am fine. My bike got damaged. I
have left it in a mechanic shop and waiting in my friend's house. I
will reach home and text you." . I was dumbstruck and I said "Ok. Come
safely" and kept the call. I dunno why, but I started crying. I waited
for his call or message and I couldn't do anything from here. As soon
as he reached home he texted me. I asked if everything was fine and
asked his pardon for shouting. He said that it was fine and we then
had some normal conversations. The next day was 'February 14'. That
day he came to college little late than the normal timings and I met
him during the first break hour and asked if he was fine. I saw him
limping when he was walking. I asked if it was paining and he said it
was fine and there was a slight swelling in his knee. I told him not
to walk or strain too much and take rest. And at the end of the day we
both bid bye to each other and we left to our homes. As soon as I
reached home I switched on my system and logged into FB. Usually, I
will sign in only in the late evening. But that day it was too early
to be on FB. (I know he would log in as soon he reaches home). Before
he said anything, I started saying "Hi..." and obviously, I got a
reply. We started the conversation in a normal way and it went on. He
asked me if I had got any proposals on that day. I denied and I
bounced back that question to him again. My heart was praying
sincerely to get a NOO from him and God saved me . Then I was pulling
his leg with few girls in college. At that time, I got a forward in my
mobile from my friend. The forward was "I would like to accept you as
my ____. ". And the options were "a. boyfriend. b.girlfriend, c. close
friend, d. brother/sister, e. lover ,etc etc and the last one was Life
Partner". My heart was instructing me to forward that message only to
him and I sincerely obeyed it. (Our chat on FB was continuing). For
the first time I didn't get any reply. I forwarded it the second time.
This time, I got a reply on chat asking "What should I reply".
I said "Whatever u feel like".
He said "Whatever??".
I said "Yeah... ".
He said "U won't mistake me uh??".
I said "I won't… and u know about me very well."
He said "Okay.. for example, if I say Life Partner.. what would u say"
(The most cleverest way of proposing a girl!!)(I appreciated him at
heart as he didn't choose girlfriend/lover :p)
I said " See, no this example and all..say it frankly whatever it may be.."
He said "yes..I want you to be my life partner"
… My heart was craving for that only!!!. But still I didn't accept it
immediately. I asked him to text me and I went to bed with my mobile,
just to make sure that no one sees me blushing . I got a message from
him saying "What do you say? Sorry if I had hurt you…I thought of
saying it in college itself but something was stopping me from telling
you. But now I couldn't resist myself from telling this to you. I need
you .I love you . Whatever is your decision I will abide by that". I
said "See, you are not just a friend for me. You are someone more than
that. I frankly say, I can't accept you as a brother as my classmates
do. But choosing you as my life partner in such a short span of time
is making me think about it….. but I agree I like you. I dunno whether
it's love or not". Then he took a step back and said "Its ok, don't
confuse yourself. If you are confident about it, please let me know.
If not we will try to be as friends". That moment shook my heart and I
wanted to hold a grip of him. I said "No, am confident of it. But
worried about our parents and castes". He said "I will take care of
everything and you just be with me. To be happy, to have a life beyond
this, I need you . I love you". It was time for dinner and we both had
to pause our chat and went to have our dinner. I didn't feel like
eating. I filled my stomach and sat with my mob again. Unfortunately,
I got a call from some a person and I had to listen to his stupid
talks and scoldings because of someone else. If it was before I would
told about that to any of my friends first. But this time without
hesitating I called him and started crying and explained him about the
previous call. He convinced me. Supported me. I felt secured with his
talks and I felt a sigh of relief. He understood my situation and
didn't talk a word about our pre-dinner chat. Then we both slept. In
the next day morning, as soon as I woke up I took my mob and said
those 3 words which would have been expected by my guy for the past 6
hours. I found this guy very caring and adjustable. He knows very well
to manage me as I am uncontrollable. He never restricts me from doing
anything. He always held me in his hands and takes care of me like a
kid. He supports me in everything I do. He corrects me if I do
anything wrong and he makes sure that nothing affects me because of
it. He says that am his lucky charm as he got his job after I came
into his life :p. (Applause!!). He hardly gets annoyed with my silly
questions and actions. But I take up the charge of everything :P. I
accept that I will make him bang his head like anything at times and
even then he makes sure that nothing takes more than an hour to bring
us back together. And so many other things about him for which I
really don't have the patience to write. I will continue this write up
as soon as we both get married.
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