'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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this is my story of merely one year. but in this one year i saw my
whole life a beautiful one.
i and my boyfrnd met in my cousion wedding where i first saw him.
slowly we become frnds and after a tenure of two months we were in
relationship. actually i had seen him when i was in 6th standard but
then we aparted coz of our study and career. .
we became so much intimated that even we cant think our life without
each other. he gave me the best feeling of love. i still remember our
first kiss wen he was at my home and we did it near our staircase. he
was like an angel for me who filled my life with all happiness of
heaven. then we decided to get marry. so we approached our family. our
parents were ready but my aunty who was also my boyfrnd aunty didnt
agree with this relation. we begged them a lot but they didnt abd
finally we gave up for the sake of our family happiness. but this
didnt affect our relation. now onwards our emotion and feelings get
stronger day by day and finally we decided to meet one more time to
realise whether we could without one another. and that moment came and
i met him on his place. i spend full 5 days with him. and that five
days was the most beautiful days of my life i ever had. in those five
days we loved each other like we never did. and finally we decided we
would again request our parents for our marriage.
finally i talked to my parents but this time they were too much angry
and they refused our relation completely. they warned me not to call
him again. there was big fuss all around and we were just hopeless. i
was shivering on thought of that he will be no more with me through
all my life. days were gone by and again we started talking with each
other. and every day again and again we fall in love more strongly.
finally a day came wen his parents chose a girl for him. i also told
him to move on in his life. and a day came wen he got engaged. he was
happy with his new relation and me too. but something somewhere i was
lonely. he knew my condition but cant help out. and then i decided
that i will be in no more contact with him. fianlly we talked for the
last time and i wished him gud luck for his new life and request him
to break alk his contact and terms with me. he dint want this but i
gave him our love swear to do this. at last we were in no more contact
but still i m missing him in my life. i knw he cant come back but i
dont knw why still i want him back in my life.
still i love him fron core of my heart. . . . and will love always
till i am in this world. . .
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