'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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in class 8.... 2 years older than me.....
It was at the time of our HOUSE ACTIVITY CLASS... In this period,
classes 6, 7 and 8 sat altogether....
My first day of class 6.... and also my first day of day
session....tooo much excited.....nervous too because of new teachers
and all....
At that time, my friends also got separated....all got different
sections and unfortunately, I got the section where no friends of mine
were present...I was all alone.
Back to the main incident, from that class, one more period was
extended, HOUSE ACTIVITY.It was the best period because in that I got
my old friends back. We were able to sit together again....
The first day, first class... we were all summoned in the assembly and
classes 6, 7 and 8 all together went there. We all sat in the chairs
according our roll no.s... and he sat just beside me.... He was the
head boy of classes 6, 7 and 8 and as he was maintaining discipline
allover so he dint hav to sit according to his roll no. That was the
first time when I actually noticed a boy so carefully..... FIRST
TIME....
Daily, the last period we had the House activity class and daily I
didn't know why, he came and sat just beside me....very close.....
Days passed by and the day came when my class 8 annual examination got over....
ooopsss! I forgot to tell inthis that within this two years, he always
sat beside me and every day I just waited for this house activity
class, not actually for my friends but for this stranger. Knowingly or
unknowing, I started liking him and then oviously LOVE.....
but the best part was thisI loved him without knowing him, or his name
either. Two years just passed by like a storm...nice one. It changed
me and made me believe that love existed.....
Then I was In class 9 and he 11.... Again house activity class... but
not daily, only Thursday last period. But he culdnt attain this period
every week, because of library classes. Even if he attained, he was no
morethe Head boy, so he had to sit according to roll no.which was very
far from me.....
Still every moment I felt him just beside me.... I truly was in his love....
Then the day arrived when I finally with all theguts I had sent him a
friend request and he accepted it instantly.....
We chatted a lot... and the day came when I proposed him, I can
remember it was in class 10, dated 12th September, 2012....
My best day and he accepted me.............
So my love life started, many ups and downs, break ups and patch
ups.... In this way 6 months went and I finallybroke up.
Now the reason behind it, he was very sweet, notat all caring, didn't
give me any priority. I was thelast in his priority list. When we were
in this relation, he forced me to kiss him and also forced me to be in
a physical relation. But I didn't. he started torturing me mentally.
Then the day came when I finally heard a story which was totally
unknown to me.....
When our relationship started, he said to his friends that he wanted
touse me and all.... and put a bet on it for money....#I don't want to
say the amount#
When we were together, he also had two more girlfriends.... they were
also there only for sex....
wow! great! when I heard it I was just like......
broken
When we were together, everytime we met, he just talked about doing
sex and all and even he left me alone, one evening, in heavy rain.....
though I always believed him, never argued with him, because I loved
him.....
I always admitted the fault, even everytime it was his
mistakes...still I loved him.
I started lying to my parents to meet him...... which I never did....
stil I loved him
he abused me in front of his friends.....still I loved him
he even threatened to slap me....stil I loved him
he showed up with different girls in differentoccasions......stil I loved him
he never admitted anywhere that I was his girlfriend......still I loved him
everytime he saw me in public, he behaved as if I was a
stranger.....stil I loved him
yes! I loved him, loved him like mad, loved him like nething and I got hurt
why? god, why? I don't know
now, my life changed.... I don't have ne blive in this love
anymore.... still I only love him.... :'(
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