'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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started when i joined university for studying pharmacy. I was selected
from the waiting list, so my admission was 2 weeks after classes
started. Our batch was the 1st batch of this university seeking
pharmacy. I was happy that i will be a pharmacist one day. First day,
when i entered the class, i was familiar with only two students, one
is a boy & onether one is girl, rest are new. I seated on a seat and
was checking every one. I sawa gud looking girl, staredat her for few
seconds. I'm addicted to facebook,so search her name n luckily found
her profilensend her frnd request, she accepted, soon we started to
talk via phone n also become familiar with everyone in the class, we
become good friends and used to shareeverythings with each other. This
went for 2 months i started to like her but dint tell her, then1 month
vacation started.After vacation, she said she like a boy n that boy
also likes her n they started relationship which is still going on. I
dint felt anything bad. Just i stoped talking with her.
Now the main story started, there is another girl in our class, she is
childish, cute n sweet in nature, we used to come to the university in
the same bus but never talk with her actually, but i dont know when i
started to feel for her. I used to stare at her everyday and she also
never talked with me in person, i got to know theshe had a boyfriend
who cheated her, then again have a boyfriend. I was sad knowing this,
then days goes on like this. I wanted to talk to her but had no
courage how to start. Finally 1 day, i asked for her phone number, she
gave me without asking anything as we are classmates, then i started
sending jokes and all that, she also replied me with same, few days
goes same way. One day i decided to really talk with her, so we talked
soon she became very free with me and started to share everything with
me. I was very happy with this talking with hereveryday, suddenly 1
day her bf broke up with her n she was very sad n decided that she
will never hav bf anymore. Few day went this way. She also said she
still likeshis 1st bf, they talk sometime. I thought may be i have no
chance to b her love. 1 day, i shared my feeling for her to her n
hearing this she become shocked n said to be her friend nothing more
as she dont want anyone anymore, i tried to make her realize how ifeel
for her but she neverunderstood that. N kept on saying to be her
friend only other wise she will not talk, i agreedto her. Few days
later, again told her that i love her but she said no, i tried many
times bt she kept on saying no bt i kept my hope alive believing that
1 day she will love me. Somtime wehad urguments on this btsoon
everything used to become ok n we used to talk like nothing happened.
My love for her was growing day by day but she never understood that.
I also hurted her many times but not intentionallyn forthat i said
soory to her from my heart many times. I cant do anything other than
hoping. Still, everything is ok, we were talking everyday. Sometime,
we used to have urguments n dint used to talk for 2-3 days again she
used to start talking. She also hurted me many times but i never let
her know. One day, i was in angry mood,n talk angrily with her, and we
stoped talking n idecided not to talk to heragain but again talked
with me n said to be my friend only. I aid ok n dint tried to talk to
her much, now from few days, we dont talk.. But i still love her n
will love her always. May be she is not the right girl for me. Ijust
want her to be happy always no matter with whom. I'm still waiting for
her. everything started in 2011. She never said that she wont talk to
me. I know if i talk again, she will talk but i dont want to, when i
talk i get hurted. Tommorrow, i'm going to see her in class after few
day, i wont look at her. I know she will look at me without my notice.
She always do like this. I dont know what will happen next. Just
hoping for the best.
Guys plz comment n share your views. It may be little long. Bt hope u
will like it.
Thanks for reading my story.
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And Allah Knows the Best!
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M NajimudeeN Bsc- INDIA
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