'' Our Lord ! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter and save us from the torment of the Fire '' [Ameen]
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{in Arab} :->
Rabbanaa aatinaa fid-dunyaa hasanatan wafil aakhirati hasanatan waqinaa 'athaaban-naar/-
(Surah Al-Baqarah ,verse 201)
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When we were about 12 years old or so.. I got dared to kiss him, so I
did. I didn't really think anything of it until the winter of 2010. He
was with his pregnant girlfriend, I was with his cousin at the time.
We were teengagers: he was 17, I was 16. His cousin (my boyfriend at
the time) fell asleep on the other side of my queen mattress, John
layed next to me. Me and John began to talk about everything we ever
could.. knowing we had that time alone. He held me, he looked into my
eyes with his beautiful brown eyes and told me he wanted me. I wanted
him so badly. But, I knew it in my heart that it wouldn't work. He had
a girlfriend that was pregnant, and I was with his cousin. I told him
this,he said he also knew it wasn't the right thing to do. So, we
never talked about it ever again.
Although he could never be mine, he continued to act like he was. He
wouldlook at me differently, like, iloveyou looks. Then,this spring of
2012, I tookhim for a honda ride. We parked at the beach, he began to
tell me everything. He told me loved me and that he always did, always
will. We kissed, well, it turned into more than a kiss. Wehad an
intense makeout. Today, we're both over the ages of 18. We can't be
together. He has a girlfriend and a child with her. It's like a tragic
love story, from what I think. I can never have him and he can never
have me. Instead, we look at eachother and think about what could've
been. I'm not asking for advice, I just felt like this was a story I
needed to tell.
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