Prophet Jesus (pbuh) Will Not Bring a New Religion
He will lead as you for 40 years according to the Book of your Lord
and the sunnah of your Apostle, and then die. (Sahih Muslim)
Jesus [pbuh] will not come to the people of Mohammed as a Prophet,but
to practice the religion of Mohammed… (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami, Al-Qawl
al-Mukhtasar fi `Alamat al-Mahdi al-Muntazar, p. 68)
Jesus (pbuh) will descendand will practice our Prophet's (may God
bless him and grant him peace) law. (Imam Rabbani, Letters of Rabbani,
vol. 2, p. 1309)
He will judge by the law of Mohammed, will adhere to a Prophet
eventhough he is one himself,and will belong to the people of
Mohammed… He will be the people of the Prophet, and he will be the
most devoted among them… (Muhammad ibn `Abd ar-Rasul Barzanji,
Al-Isha`ah li- -Ashrat as-Sa`ah, p. 243)
No Prophet shall come during the period between me [Mohammed] and
Jesus (pbuh). And Jesus [pbuh] shall descend. Recognize him when you
see him: A man of medium height and of a ruddy, fair complexion. He
will be dressed in two pieces of a yellow garment. The hair of his
head will appear as if water is trickling out of it, although his hair
will notbe wet. He will struggle for the cause of Islam... And Jesus
(pbuh) will make the Antichrist [Dajjal] ineffective. He will live on
this Earth for a period of 40 years and, at the end of this period,
will pass away. The Muslims will offer the funeral prayers of Jesus
[pbuh]. (Ibn Ahmad Hanbal, Musnad)
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The World Will Be at Peace
Like the cup fills with water, so will Earth fill with peace. There
will beno enmity left between any people. All hostility, fighting, and
envy will disappear. (Sahih Muslim)
The warriors will abandon their weight [weapons and kits]. (Sunan Ibn
Majah, vol. 10,p. 334)
The soldiers put down their weighs [their weapons, etc.].
(Olum-Kiyamet-Ahiret ve Ahirzaman Alametleri [Death-Doomsday-Hereafter
and The Signs of the End Times], p. 496)
Spite, mutual hatred, andjealousy against one another will certainly
disappear. (Sunan Abu Dawud)
No other [religion] will be accepted…, religion will be united.
Nothing and nobody but God will be worshipped. Since there will be no
one left to accept charity, it will be abandoned. Treasuresand
discoveries will be discovered. People, knowing the proximity of
Judgment Day, will no longer crave material wealth. And since there
will be no reasons for enmity and crossness, they will be no more...
Poisonous creatures will do away with their poison, and children will
play with scorpions and snakes. They will not harm the children. The
wolf will graze with the sheep and not harm them. The world will fill
with peace and contentment, and combat and fighting, warfare and
attacks, will disappear. The world's vegetation will be returned to
its state at Adam's [pbuh] time. One branch of grapes will satiate a
group of people, horses will be freed, and there will be no need for
oxen, because the fields will plant themselves... (Muhammad ibn `Abd
ar-Rasul Barzanji, Al-Isha`ah li Ashrat as-Sa`ah, pp. 242-43)
Jesus [pbuh] will live as a just judge, a fair imam, and leader among
my people. He will destroy the cross [of the Christians], kill the
pig, lift the jizyah tax, and abandon charity when no one desires more
sheep or camels. All enmity and hostility will cease, Earth's face
will belike a silver plate, and vegetation will be plentiful again,
just like at Adam's [pbuh] time. (Mukhtasar Tazkirah al-Qurtubi, p.
496)
After that, he will rule with justice, break the cross, kill swine,
abolish the jizya, and abandon charity. No tax collector will be after
sheep or camels. Enmity and hatred between people will cease.
Scorpions and snakes will not be poisonous, and even children will
play snakes without being bitten. The girl will try to chase away the
lion, but it will not harm the child. Wolves will be among sheep like
sheepdogs. The world will fill with religious unity like the cup fills
with water. Nobody but God will be worshipped. Nothing willbe left of
warfare and conflict. The rule of the Quraysh tribe will end, and
Earth's face will be like a silver plate. Vegetation will be plentiful
again like at Adam's [pbuh] time. One branch of grapes will satiate a
group of people. A pomegranate will satiate a group of people, the
price of an oxwill be small, and a few coins will buy a horse. Someone
asked: "Oh God's Messenger (may God bless him and grant him peace),
why will horses be cheap?" [He replied:] "As there will beno war,
there will be no demand." [It was asked:]"Why will oxen be so
expensive?" [He replied:]"Because all of the land will be arable and
oxen will be needed." (Sunan Ibn Majah)
Then he will live for 40 years. No one will die during his time.
People will say [go and graze] totheir sheep and animals, and they
will go. Even though they will pass through crops, they will not feed
off one ear of grain. Snakes and scorpions will not harm anyone, and
predators will stand by the doors and not hurt people... (Jalal ad-Din
as-Suyuti)
Jesus [pbuh] will kill the Dajjal. Then the Earth willbecome safe so
that lionsmay graze with camels; tigers with cows, wolves with sheep;
and so that children may play with snakes without being harmed. (Ibn
Ahmad Hanbal)
Like the cup fills with water, so will Earth fill with peace. There
will beno enmity left between any people. All hostility, fighting, and
envy will disappear. (Sahih Muslim)
The warriors will abandon their weight [weapons and kits]. (Sunan Ibn
Majah, vol. 10,p. 334)
The soldiers put down their weighs [their weapons, etc.].
(Olum-Kiyamet-Ahiret ve Ahirzaman Alametleri [Death-Doomsday-Hereafter
and The Signs of the End Times], p. 496)
Spite, mutual hatred, andjealousy against one another will certainly
disappear. (Sunan Abu Dawud)
No other [religion] will be accepted…, religion will be united.
Nothing and nobody but God will be worshipped. Since there will be no
one left to accept charity, it will be abandoned. Treasuresand
discoveries will be discovered. People, knowing the proximity of
Judgment Day, will no longer crave material wealth. And since there
will be no reasons for enmity and crossness, they will be no more...
Poisonous creatures will do away with their poison, and children will
play with scorpions and snakes. They will not harm the children. The
wolf will graze with the sheep and not harm them. The world will fill
with peace and contentment, and combat and fighting, warfare and
attacks, will disappear. The world's vegetation will be returned to
its state at Adam's [pbuh] time. One branch of grapes will satiate a
group of people, horses will be freed, and there will be no need for
oxen, because the fields will plant themselves... (Muhammad ibn `Abd
ar-Rasul Barzanji, Al-Isha`ah li Ashrat as-Sa`ah, pp. 242-43)
Jesus [pbuh] will live as a just judge, a fair imam, and leader among
my people. He will destroy the cross [of the Christians], kill the
pig, lift the jizyah tax, and abandon charity when no one desires more
sheep or camels. All enmity and hostility will cease, Earth's face
will belike a silver plate, and vegetation will be plentiful again,
just like at Adam's [pbuh] time. (Mukhtasar Tazkirah al-Qurtubi, p.
496)
After that, he will rule with justice, break the cross, kill swine,
abolish the jizya, and abandon charity. No tax collector will be after
sheep or camels. Enmity and hatred between people will cease.
Scorpions and snakes will not be poisonous, and even children will
play snakes without being bitten. The girl will try to chase away the
lion, but it will not harm the child. Wolves will be among sheep like
sheepdogs. The world will fill with religious unity like the cup fills
with water. Nobody but God will be worshipped. Nothing willbe left of
warfare and conflict. The rule of the Quraysh tribe will end, and
Earth's face will be like a silver plate. Vegetation will be plentiful
again like at Adam's [pbuh] time. One branch of grapes will satiate a
group of people. A pomegranate will satiate a group of people, the
price of an oxwill be small, and a few coins will buy a horse. Someone
asked: "Oh God's Messenger (may God bless him and grant him peace),
why will horses be cheap?" [He replied:] "As there will beno war,
there will be no demand." [It was asked:]"Why will oxen be so
expensive?" [He replied:]"Because all of the land will be arable and
oxen will be needed." (Sunan Ibn Majah)
Then he will live for 40 years. No one will die during his time.
People will say [go and graze] totheir sheep and animals, and they
will go. Even though they will pass through crops, they will not feed
off one ear of grain. Snakes and scorpions will not harm anyone, and
predators will stand by the doors and not hurt people... (Jalal ad-Din
as-Suyuti)
Jesus [pbuh] will kill the Dajjal. Then the Earth willbecome safe so
that lionsmay graze with camels; tigers with cows, wolves with sheep;
and so that children may play with snakes without being harmed. (Ibn
Ahmad Hanbal)
jesuswillreturn -
The Good News of the Golden Age
In many of his sayings, our Prophet (may God bless him and grant him
peace) draws attention to a period when Islam's morality will prevail,
when Prophet Jesus (pbuh) and the Mahdi will be on Earth, and the
Qur'an's moral values willprevail: The Golden Age. This period will be
very similar to the time of our Prophet (may God bless him and grant
him peace) and, since he usedthe characteristics of Paradise to depict
this period, it is called the Golden Age.
In the previous sections, we dealt with the suffering and hardship
that people will experience during the first phase of the End Times.
Just after these events, which are also the signs of Prophet Jesus'
(pbuh) coming, theGolden Age will come. This is great news for
everyone, for this period will be characterized by the abundance of
every type of goods and crops; the establishment of security, justice,
peace, and happiness; and the use of advanced technology for
humanity's comfort, ease,joy, and peace. No one will be in need, for
all goods and services will be available to meet their needs. Many
hadiths say that"weapons will be silenced," and thus herald a world
filled withpeace. In the Golden Age,enemy nations will become brothers
and sisters and re-establish peace, friendship, and love among their
leaders and peoples.
Technology will reach its peak, and people will receive its fullest
benefits. Medicine, agriculture, communication, transportation, and
industry will undergo remarkable development, and peoplewill
continuously witnessnew discoveries leading to further advances.
Overall, the pace of discovery will accelerate.
The arts will flourish, andthe broad horizons and deep thinking
granted by faith in God will advance all branches of art. Such a
spirit will enable people to produce glamorous works of music,
theater, and painting. According to one hadith, people will be so
content that they will spend their dayswith no idea as to how time
passes and how oneday turns into the next. They will pray to God to
prolong their lives in order to receive more benefits from these
graces. Another Prophetic hadith states:
… the younger ones wish they were grown-ups, while the adults wish
they were younger… The good become even more good, and the wicked ones
are treated well. (Al-Muttaqi al-Hindi, Al-Burhan fi `Alamat al-Mahdi
Akhir az-Zaman,p. 17)
Our Prophet (may God bless him and grant him peace) also gives the
following good news:
Unprecedented Abundance in the GoldenAge
There will be at the end of my people a khalifa who will apportion out
wealth, and he will not count it. (Olum-Kiyamet-Ahiret ve Ahirzaman
Alametleri [Death-Doomsday-Hereafter and the Signs of the End Times],
p. 433)
In the End Times there will be a khalifa [successor] who will
distribute wealth without even counting it.(Sahih Muslim)
The land will reveal the treasures within. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami,
Al-Qawl al-Mukhtasar fi `Alamat al-Mahdi al-Muntazar, p. 45)
The land will turn like thesilver tray growing vegetation... (Sunan Ibn Majah)
The son of Mary [Jesus (pbuh)] will return and make the Antichrist
ineffective. Then you willlive for 40 years in prosperity. (Al-Muttaqi
al-Hindi, Al-Burhan fi `Alamat al-Mahdi Akhir az-Zaman, p. 90)
Everywhere food will cook in pots, unseen prosperity will dominate,and
material wealth will be disregarded. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami, Al-Qawl
al-Mukhtasar fi `Alamat al-Mahdi al-Muntazar, p. 66)
The reason for Jesus [pbuh] to abandon charity is: There are no needy
poor people in want of charity left. (Sunan Ibn Majah, vol. 10,p. 339)
Even without the plough,the produce of wheat would multiply seven
hundred times, one mudd [a measure of wheat] becoming 700 mudd. (Jalal
ad-Din as-Suyuti)
Then the land will be toldto bring forth its fruit and restore its
blessing and, as a result thereof, there will grow [such a big]
pomegranate that a group of people [between 10 and 40 people] will be
able to eat it and seek shelter under its skin. Milk cows will give so
much milk that a whole party will be able to drink. And the milk given
by camels will be such [a large quantity]milk that the whole tribe
will be able to drink of it.And the sheep will give so much milk that
the whole family will be able to drink of that… (Sahih Muslim)
The High Cost of Living and Poverty Will End
... And wealth will be so abundant that no one will accept it. (Sahih Bukhari)
The Hour will not be established until wealth will be in abudance - so
abundant that a wealthy person will worry lest nobody accept his
Zakat, and whenever he will present it to someone, that person will
say, "I am not in need of it." (Sahih Bukhari)
Then will my Ummah be blessed, the number of animals will increase,
and the land will bear its fruits. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami, Al-Qawl
al-Mukhtasar, p. 26)
Definitely possessions will be in abundance then, flowing like water.
Yet no one will [condescend] to take any(Mukhtasar Tazkirah
al-Qurtubi, p. 464.)
In many of his sayings, our Prophet (may God bless him and grant him
peace) draws attention to a period when Islam's morality will prevail,
when Prophet Jesus (pbuh) and the Mahdi will be on Earth, and the
Qur'an's moral values willprevail: The Golden Age. This period will be
very similar to the time of our Prophet (may God bless him and grant
him peace) and, since he usedthe characteristics of Paradise to depict
this period, it is called the Golden Age.
In the previous sections, we dealt with the suffering and hardship
that people will experience during the first phase of the End Times.
Just after these events, which are also the signs of Prophet Jesus'
(pbuh) coming, theGolden Age will come. This is great news for
everyone, for this period will be characterized by the abundance of
every type of goods and crops; the establishment of security, justice,
peace, and happiness; and the use of advanced technology for
humanity's comfort, ease,joy, and peace. No one will be in need, for
all goods and services will be available to meet their needs. Many
hadiths say that"weapons will be silenced," and thus herald a world
filled withpeace. In the Golden Age,enemy nations will become brothers
and sisters and re-establish peace, friendship, and love among their
leaders and peoples.
Technology will reach its peak, and people will receive its fullest
benefits. Medicine, agriculture, communication, transportation, and
industry will undergo remarkable development, and peoplewill
continuously witnessnew discoveries leading to further advances.
Overall, the pace of discovery will accelerate.
The arts will flourish, andthe broad horizons and deep thinking
granted by faith in God will advance all branches of art. Such a
spirit will enable people to produce glamorous works of music,
theater, and painting. According to one hadith, people will be so
content that they will spend their dayswith no idea as to how time
passes and how oneday turns into the next. They will pray to God to
prolong their lives in order to receive more benefits from these
graces. Another Prophetic hadith states:
… the younger ones wish they were grown-ups, while the adults wish
they were younger… The good become even more good, and the wicked ones
are treated well. (Al-Muttaqi al-Hindi, Al-Burhan fi `Alamat al-Mahdi
Akhir az-Zaman,p. 17)
Our Prophet (may God bless him and grant him peace) also gives the
following good news:
Unprecedented Abundance in the GoldenAge
There will be at the end of my people a khalifa who will apportion out
wealth, and he will not count it. (Olum-Kiyamet-Ahiret ve Ahirzaman
Alametleri [Death-Doomsday-Hereafter and the Signs of the End Times],
p. 433)
In the End Times there will be a khalifa [successor] who will
distribute wealth without even counting it.(Sahih Muslim)
The land will reveal the treasures within. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami,
Al-Qawl al-Mukhtasar fi `Alamat al-Mahdi al-Muntazar, p. 45)
The land will turn like thesilver tray growing vegetation... (Sunan Ibn Majah)
The son of Mary [Jesus (pbuh)] will return and make the Antichrist
ineffective. Then you willlive for 40 years in prosperity. (Al-Muttaqi
al-Hindi, Al-Burhan fi `Alamat al-Mahdi Akhir az-Zaman, p. 90)
Everywhere food will cook in pots, unseen prosperity will dominate,and
material wealth will be disregarded. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami, Al-Qawl
al-Mukhtasar fi `Alamat al-Mahdi al-Muntazar, p. 66)
The reason for Jesus [pbuh] to abandon charity is: There are no needy
poor people in want of charity left. (Sunan Ibn Majah, vol. 10,p. 339)
Even without the plough,the produce of wheat would multiply seven
hundred times, one mudd [a measure of wheat] becoming 700 mudd. (Jalal
ad-Din as-Suyuti)
Then the land will be toldto bring forth its fruit and restore its
blessing and, as a result thereof, there will grow [such a big]
pomegranate that a group of people [between 10 and 40 people] will be
able to eat it and seek shelter under its skin. Milk cows will give so
much milk that a whole party will be able to drink. And the milk given
by camels will be such [a large quantity]milk that the whole tribe
will be able to drink of it.And the sheep will give so much milk that
the whole family will be able to drink of that… (Sahih Muslim)
The High Cost of Living and Poverty Will End
... And wealth will be so abundant that no one will accept it. (Sahih Bukhari)
The Hour will not be established until wealth will be in abudance - so
abundant that a wealthy person will worry lest nobody accept his
Zakat, and whenever he will present it to someone, that person will
say, "I am not in need of it." (Sahih Bukhari)
Then will my Ummah be blessed, the number of animals will increase,
and the land will bear its fruits. (Ibn Hajar al-Haythami, Al-Qawl
al-Mukhtasar, p. 26)
Definitely possessions will be in abundance then, flowing like water.
Yet no one will [condescend] to take any(Mukhtasar Tazkirah
al-Qurtubi, p. 464.)
Story, - I, the Liar
Hello to everyone here!!!
After some frequent visitson this website and after reading some
stories, I decided to finally share mine as well. It's about cheating,
but on my part.
I am 34 years old, married and have a beautiful girl.
My story began when I had decided to go abroad, because I wanted to
make some money and also because Iwas curious to why everyone wants to
travel around the world. So, I left for Italy with my sister and we
were relying on a friend of ours to help us find a job there.
We arranged to meet the above-mentioned friend named T. And at first,
I didn't pay too much attention when I saw him. Although, his height
made him impossible not to notice. So, after a few times meeting him I
realized how kind, smiling and easy going he was.
He had some problems with his wife, who he had left in Canada and kept
begging to come to Italy. Gradually, we reached a point in which I
began to like this man and started wanting him a 100 %.
I wasn't expecting anything besides sex. I was confused, in a foreign
country with a foreign language, with some people that I didn't
understand and with him; kind, caring and in love with me.
However, he quickly started dreaming about how we were going to create
our own life, how I was going to get a divorce, how much he loved me.
I wasn't feelingthe same way. I wanted to go back to Canada andback to
what I had left there; he was also acting weird after living without a
woman for so long.
And so, I couldn't handle this anymore, I kept thinking about my child
and I left for Canada. Then my pain started. I immediately felt the
lack of attention, affection, the spark in my sex life and we began
maintaining an endless phone relationship by writing secret text
messages in the middle of the night. "My love, amore, sweetheart."
The distance was making us want each other even more. This is when I
made all the mistakes than I did and I told him a bunch of lies. I was
telling him how I hated my husband and that I wanted a divorce. It
wasn't easy to live like this at all.
I was lying to the both of us. I changed, became frustrated and my
husband reacting to this didn't take long. There were constant
scandals that were making my child suffer when she heard them.
Everything was a complete mess.
T. was pushing me to leave and go to him and Icouldn't leave my child
and my husband. There was also something else that was more important
than everything.
I was not in love with T., even though I used to sayit back to him all
the timewhen he told me that he loved me. I didn't want a future with
a man that I didn't have strong feelings for. THIS KEPT GOING ON FOR 3
YEARS.
During this period we spent very little time physically together,
because this was only possible when he came back to Canada and I could
come up with an excuse. I did know that I had to put a stop to this
living hell that I had created myself.
Every night, I was full with regrets. I kept thinking how I did't
deserve neither one of them. I couldn't find the words to express my
desire to break it off withT. So, I left it to him to figure it out.
I didn't get a divorce. I continue living with this huge burden on my
shoulders which remained unshared. I made an attempt to meetwith T.
and to tell him how I felt, but it was another mistake, becausehe saw
it as a willingness to continue our relationship and to try to have a
life together one day.
I gave up and I stopped contacting him and so did he. I hope that he
hasfound his true love. Regardless, I still feel awful about it.
I messed up T.'s life with my lies and I ruined my family's balance
and trust. Nothing is the sameanymore.
So there it is, I shared my lie with you and I hope that someone might
understand how I feel, even though I am not a very good writer. I
don't know if I'll get a reply from any of you, but at least my story
can serve as an example.
After some frequent visitson this website and after reading some
stories, I decided to finally share mine as well. It's about cheating,
but on my part.
I am 34 years old, married and have a beautiful girl.
My story began when I had decided to go abroad, because I wanted to
make some money and also because Iwas curious to why everyone wants to
travel around the world. So, I left for Italy with my sister and we
were relying on a friend of ours to help us find a job there.
We arranged to meet the above-mentioned friend named T. And at first,
I didn't pay too much attention when I saw him. Although, his height
made him impossible not to notice. So, after a few times meeting him I
realized how kind, smiling and easy going he was.
He had some problems with his wife, who he had left in Canada and kept
begging to come to Italy. Gradually, we reached a point in which I
began to like this man and started wanting him a 100 %.
I wasn't expecting anything besides sex. I was confused, in a foreign
country with a foreign language, with some people that I didn't
understand and with him; kind, caring and in love with me.
However, he quickly started dreaming about how we were going to create
our own life, how I was going to get a divorce, how much he loved me.
I wasn't feelingthe same way. I wanted to go back to Canada andback to
what I had left there; he was also acting weird after living without a
woman for so long.
And so, I couldn't handle this anymore, I kept thinking about my child
and I left for Canada. Then my pain started. I immediately felt the
lack of attention, affection, the spark in my sex life and we began
maintaining an endless phone relationship by writing secret text
messages in the middle of the night. "My love, amore, sweetheart."
The distance was making us want each other even more. This is when I
made all the mistakes than I did and I told him a bunch of lies. I was
telling him how I hated my husband and that I wanted a divorce. It
wasn't easy to live like this at all.
I was lying to the both of us. I changed, became frustrated and my
husband reacting to this didn't take long. There were constant
scandals that were making my child suffer when she heard them.
Everything was a complete mess.
T. was pushing me to leave and go to him and Icouldn't leave my child
and my husband. There was also something else that was more important
than everything.
I was not in love with T., even though I used to sayit back to him all
the timewhen he told me that he loved me. I didn't want a future with
a man that I didn't have strong feelings for. THIS KEPT GOING ON FOR 3
YEARS.
During this period we spent very little time physically together,
because this was only possible when he came back to Canada and I could
come up with an excuse. I did know that I had to put a stop to this
living hell that I had created myself.
Every night, I was full with regrets. I kept thinking how I did't
deserve neither one of them. I couldn't find the words to express my
desire to break it off withT. So, I left it to him to figure it out.
I didn't get a divorce. I continue living with this huge burden on my
shoulders which remained unshared. I made an attempt to meetwith T.
and to tell him how I felt, but it was another mistake, becausehe saw
it as a willingness to continue our relationship and to try to have a
life together one day.
I gave up and I stopped contacting him and so did he. I hope that he
hasfound his true love. Regardless, I still feel awful about it.
I messed up T.'s life with my lies and I ruined my family's balance
and trust. Nothing is the sameanymore.
So there it is, I shared my lie with you and I hope that someone might
understand how I feel, even though I am not a very good writer. I
don't know if I'll get a reply from any of you, but at least my story
can serve as an example.
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