He did not fast Ramadan and he thought negatively of Allah, may He be exalted

Will god ever forgive me? i lost my self and i lost myfaith i didn't
fast on the last Ramadan and i hated god during that time i thought
that he was the cause of all my miseries do i still have a chance to
enter Islam again? and will god forgive me or ami doomed?.
Praise be to Allaah.
Firstly:
We ask Allah, may He be exalted, to accept your repentance, forgive
you your sins, open your heartto faith and guidance, andto keep away
from your mind all negative thoughts of your Lord andCreator, for
there is nothing stranger than a person thinking negatively of his
Lord when He has blessed him and bestowed upon him thousands of
blessings, the greatest of which are the blessing of Islam and the
blessing of reason. ForHe has chosen him from among His creation and
has not made him a disbeliever; He has blessed him by making him a
human who thinks rationally and ponders things, unlike animals
andthose who are insane. AndHe has created in his bodyand soul
blessings of which no one knows the number except Allah.
One of Allah's blessings is that He tests His slave with some
calamities in order to expiate some of his bad deeds, or to increase
him in status, or to remind him that he willreturn to Him and stand
before Him. How often has a person turned awayfrom Allah, then
calamity was the means that caused him to turn back to Allah and
repent, and ultimately turned out to be a means that led to happiness
and joy.
When a person is certain that Allah, may He be exalted, is more
merciful to him than anyone else, he will be content with His decree,
will bear with patience that with which He tests him, and will hope
for relief granted by Him.
Think about the blessings that Allah has bestowed upon you; this will
increase your gratitude towards Him and will make you recognise His
bounty. Remember that no calamity befalls you but there is something
good for you in it.
The Prophet (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: "No
exhaustion, sickness, worry, grief, harm or distress befalls a
believer, not even a thorn that pricks him, but Allah will expiate
some of his bad deeds thereby."
Narrated by al-Bukhaari, 5642; Muslim, 2573
At-Tirmidhi (2399) narrated that Abu Hurayrah (may Allah be pleased
with him) said: The Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace of Allah
be upon him) said: "Calamities will continue to befall the believing
man or woman affecting himself or his child or his wealth, until he
will meet Allah with no sin on him."
At-Tirmidhi (2398) and Ibn Maajah (4023) narrated that Sa'd ibn Abi
Waqqaas (may Allah be pleased with him) said: I said: O Messenger of
Allaah, which people are most severely tested? He said: "The Prophets,
then the next best and the next best. A person is tested according to
his religious commitment. If he is steadfast in his religious
commitment, he will be tested more severely, and if he is shaky in his
religious commitment, his test will be according to his commitment.
Trials will continue to afflict a person until they leave him walking
on the earth with no sin on him."
Classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh at-Tirmidhi.
Secondly:
If a person feels resentment towards Allah,may He be exalted, in his
heart, or is angry with His decree or thinks negatively of Him – Allah
forbid – then let him renew his Islam and utter the Shahaadatayn (twin
declaration of faith), and let him strive hard and dorighteous deeds.
He does not have to makeup the fasts that he deliberately omitted,
because that is an act of worship that is connected to a specific
time; if a person deliberately omitted it at the time it was due, it
would not be accepted from him after that. Moreover, Islam erases what
came before it of sins.
Shaykh Ibn 'Uthaymeen (may Allah have mercy onhim) was asked: What is
the ruling on the Muslim who for many years did not fast Ramadan, even
though he did some of the other obligatory duties, and he had no
impediment that was keeping him from fasting?Does he have to make up
the fasts if he repents?
He replied:
The correct view is that hedoes not have to make upthe fasts if he
repents, because in the case of every act of worship that is connected
to a specific time, if a person deliberately delays it without an
excuse, then Allah will not accept it from him.
Based on that, there is no benefit in making it up. But he has to
repent to Allah, may He be glorified and exalted, and do a lot of
righteous deeds. And whoever repents, Allah will turn to him in mercy.
End quote from Majmoo' Fataawa ash-Shaykh Ibn 'Uthaymeen, 19/87
We ask Allah to increase you in faith and guidance.
And Allah knows best.

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Allah is nearer to you, and closely watch you, if you need help from Him, he surely help you/

Allah's power and wisdom are limitless and beyond our comprehension.
But guess what? There is a keythat brings Allah's infinite wisdom into
play in your life. That key is prayer. Salat and dua' are like a
special hotline that transcends the veils of space and time and goes
directly to Allah. Prayer is the means and the voice that Allah has
given us to speak to Him, ask His forgiveness, and request His
assistance and wisdom in any situation that we are dealing with. And
it works.
"And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me – indeed
Iam near. I respond to theinvocation of the supplicant when he calls
upon Me. So let them respond to Me and believe in Me that they may be
guided." Quran, Al-Baqarah 2:186
Miracles happen every day.Do you not believe that miracles can happen
in your life as well? Do you think that you are too insignificant for
that? SubhanAllah. Allah sees and knows every fallen leaf, every grain
in the darkness of the earth; and He knows your innermost thoughts. He
is closer to you than your jugular vein.(Quran 50:16)
Do you think that Allah's nearness to you is becauseHe mistrusts you?
No! Allah has nothing to fear from you, and therefore nothing to
mistrust. Allah is near to you because He loves you. He is near to you
because He cares about you and understands your pain. He is near to
you so that He can help you. You matter, as much as the ocean, the
trees and the stars. You are important to Allah, notas a general
concept, but you, as an individual person with your own private needs
and fears. You only have to turn to Him, and call upon Him; and His
wisdom, power and guidance will manifestin your life.
I personally went through a very difficult period when I was younger.
At the time I felt that I had failed in life. I was beginning to feel
some despair. But I kept my faithin Allah, and I prayed to Him in the
day and the dark of the night. I trusted Allah, and I knew that He
would not abandon me. And then the last person I would expect, an
acquaintance who I hardly knew and who had no reason to care about me
ormy situation, suddenly took an interest and beganhelping me. Within
a shortperiod of time I had a job, and was able to get my own
apartment, and my life had changed completely. It was literally a
miracle. Even now it blows my mind. Allah stepped into that situation,
and He made theimpossible possible, because I believed in Him and I
prayed.
Miracles happen every day.Allah hears you. You matter.
"O You the Ever Living Who sustains all that exists! O You Who created
the heavens and the earth without precedence. O You, Who Owns the
glory and the honor, none has the right to be worshippedexcept You. We
seek refuge with Your mercy. Grant Us success in all of our matters.
Please, do notabandon us to rely on ourselves even for an instant nor
on any of Your creation." – (dua' mentioned in Tafsir ibn Kathir)

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Ruling on raising one's voice in sending blessings upon the Prophet (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) between the rak’ahs of Taraweeh

What is the ruling on raising one's voice in sending blessings upon
the Prophet (blessings and peace of Allaah be upon him) and praying
that Allaah be pleased with the Rightly Guided Caliphs between the
rak'ahs of Taraweeh?.
Praise be to Allaah.
There is no basis for that -- as far as we know – in sharee'ah. Rather
it is an innovation so it should not be done. Nothing will be good for
the last of this ummah except that which was good for the first of it,
which is following the Qur'aan andSunnah and the path of the early
generations of the ummah (the salaf) and avoiding that which differs
from that.
End quote.
Majmoo' Fataawa al-Shaykh Ibn Baaz

And Allaah knows best.

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The man who got trapped in an island

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed upon a small, uninhabited island.
He prayed feverishly for Allah to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but noneseemed forthcoming.
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements and to store his few possessions.
But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his little hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everything was lost. He was stunned with grief and anger.
"Allah, how could you do this to me!" he cried. Earlythe next day, however, hewas awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to rescue him.
"How did you know I was here?" asked the weary man of his rescuers. "We saw your smoke signal," they replied.
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going badly. But we shouldn't lose heart, because Allah is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering.
Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground--it just maybe a smoke signal that summons The Grace of Allah.
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