PRACTICE OF THE PROPHET (SAAS)

One of the most important characteristics, frequently mentioned with
regards to the Prophet (saas) in the Qur'an, is that he only practiced
what Allah revealed and asked of him, with no concern about what
others might think. Important figures and members of other religions
at the time wanted him to impose rules that would benefit them.
Although these people were more numerous and powerful, the Prophet
(saas) was punctilious about abiding by Allah's commandments and the
Qur'an. Allah tells us the following in one verse:
When Our Clear Signs are recited to them, those who do not expect to
meet Us say, "Bring a Qur'an other than this one or change it." Say:
"It is not for me to change it of my own accord. I follow nothing
except what is revealed to me. I fear, were I to disobey my Lord, the
punishment of a Dreadful Day." Say: "Had Allah so wished, I would not
have recited it to you nor would He have made it known to you. I lived
among you for many years before it came. Will you not use your
intellect?" (Surah Yunus: 15-16)
In a number of verses of the Qur'an, Allah warned the Prophet (saas)
about the conduct of his people. For instance:
And We have sent down the Book to you [Muhammad] with truth,
confirming and conserving the previous Books. So judge between them by
what Allah has sent down and do not follow their whims and desires
deviating from the Truth that has come to you. We have appointed a law
and a practice for every one of you. Had Allah willed, He would have
made you a single community, but He wanted to test you regarding what
has come to you. So compete with each other in doing good. Every one
of you will return to Allah and He will inform you regarding the
things about which you differed. Judge between them by what Allah has
sent down and do not follow their whims and desires. And beware of
them lest they lure you away from some of what Allah has sent down to
you. If they turn their backs, then know that Allah wants to afflict
them with some of their wrong actions. Many of mankind are deviators.
(Surat al-Ma'ida: 48-49)
The Prophet (saas) told people repeatedly and determinedly to do
nothing but that which Allah had revealed to him. One verse concerning
this superior morality of the Prophet (saas) reads:
Say: "I do not say to you that I possess the treasuries of Allah, nor
do I know the Unseen, nor do I say to you that I am an angel. I only
follow what has been revealed to me." Say: "Are the blind the same as
those who can see? So will you not reflect?" (Surat al-An'am: 50)
Alongside that determination and constancy in the way of Allah, the
Prophet (saas) told people about the true religion in the best and
most pleasing manner. Comparing the Prophet (saas) to the great
majority of people will be very helpful in understanding his superior
qualities. Most people, now as in the past, are consumed with desires,
longings and passions. Although the great majority believe in
religion, they are unable to overcome those obsessions. Instead of
giving up those desires, they make concessions when it comes to their
religious obligations. They fail to carry out some of those
obligations out of concern, for instance, over what their spouses,
relatives or friends might say. Or, they are unable to give up habits
that are unacceptable to the religion. They therefore interpret
religion according to their own interests, accept those rules which
suit them, and reject those which do not.
The Prophet (saas) never made any concessions to what such people
wanted. He conveyed the Qur'an to mankind with no alteration to what
Allah had revealed, taking no one's personal interests into account,
and did so simply in the spirit of fear of Allah. Allah speaks of the
Prophet (saas)'s godliness (taqwa) in the Qur'an:
By the star when it descends, your companion is not misguided or
misled; nor does he speak from whim. It is nothing but Revelation
revealed, taught him by one immensely strong, possessing power and
splendour [i.e., Gabriel]...(Surat an-Najm: 1-6)
Know that the Messenger of Allah is among you. If he were to obey you
in many things, you would suffer for it.However, Allah has given you
love of faith and made it pleasing to your hearts, and has made
disbelief, deviance and disobedience hateful to you. People such as
these are rightly guided. (Surat al-Hujurat: 7)

THE BELIEF (I'TIQAD) AND ESSENTIALS OF THE AHL AL-SUNNAH

No school of thought (madhhab) was needed during the Age of Happiness
and the time of the Four Rightly Guided Caliphs, because people
learned the faith directly from Prophet Muhammad (saas) and his
Companions.
As heretical movements and divisions based on un-Islamic ideas and
practices (bid`ah) gradually emerged, devout scholars still following
the path of the Prophet (saas) and his companions began to identify
various measures in his beliefs and deeds. They presented people with
a purified form of Islam by distinguishing between truth and error.
One outgrowth of this effort was the Ahl al-Sunnahmadhhab.
Several elements separate the Ahl al-Sunnah from heretical movements,
some of which attracted gullible persons by opposing the Ahl
al-Sunnah's criteria. Therefore, those who follow our Prophet's (saas)
path must always be on our guard against such types of corruption. The
first thing we need to do is to learn about and bear in mind the
essence of the Ahl al-Sunnah's belief (i`tiqad).
Matters upon Which the Ahl al-Sunnah Agree
1) Belief in Allah (swt)
Believing in Allah's (swt) names, as referred to in the Qur'an and the
Sunnah, is Islam's basic tenet. It is impossible to bestow titles
befitting human beings on Allah (swt), for He cannot be compared with
His own creation. Each of His names has been mentioned in the Qur'an.
Great care must be taken here, and no credence should be given to
heretical views.
So long as people consider themselves Muslim, they must harbor no
doubts about Islam and must not regard themselves as unbelievers due
to any deficiencies they may have, so long as they have faith in their
hearts. Having such a misguided perspective as regards their own faith
is very harmful in terms of our belief. Indeed, our Lord reveals the
following in the Qur'an:
Who could say anything better than someone who calls to Allah, acts
rightly, and says: éI am a Muslim"? (Surah Fussilat: 33)
2) The Ahl al-Sunnah's Belief in the Qur'an
The Qur'an is the word of Allah (swt). It came from Allah's (swt)
presence and will return to Him. It is the last and final Divine book,
and the only book of truth that will remain valid until the Day of
Judgment. Certain heretical movements have other ideas on this
subject.
You receive the Qur'an directly from One who is All-Wise, All-Knowing.
(Surat al-Naml: 6)
3) Allah Cannot Be Seen in This World
Nowhere does Prophet Muhammad (saas) say that he actually saw Allah
(swt). One hadith, which some people claim implies this, has been
unanimously rejected by Islamic scholars. According to the Ahl
al-Sunnah, anyone claiming to have seen Allah (swt) before they die is
a liar. In one hadith, our Prophet (saas) states: éNone of you will
see our Lord before he dies" (Muslim).
4) Believers Will See Our Lord in Paradise
Books of trustworthy hadiths refer to people seeing Allah (swt) after
Day of Judgment with the eye of the Hereafter. However, the Jahmiyya,
Mu'tazila, and Rafida schools maintained the opposite.
Allah (swt) is not in any one space or on the Throne. Rather, He (swt)
is exalted far above all space. The Karramiyya school holds some views
on this matter that are incompatible with those of the Ahl al-Sunnah.
5) What Happens after Death?
The Ahl al-Sunnah believe in the Prophet's (saas) literal words
concerning the Hereafter and that punishment that will be meted out in
the grave. The Mu'tazila, on the other hand, do not believe this.
According to the Ahl al-Sunnah, the grave is the garden of Paradise
for the believers and one of the deepest pits of Hell for the
unbelievers.
Questioning by Munkir and Nakir, the two angels who will question each
Muslim in the grave, is also a fact. Members of the Qadariyya school
deny this questioning. Anyone who does not turn to Allah (swt),
recognize the Prophet (saas), abide by his Sunnah, or act according to
the Qur'an will experience great difficulties when called to account
in the grave.
The soul is restored to the body on the Day of Judgment, at which time
the unbelievers will not be asked about their good and evil deeds.
Rather, their actions will be counted and calculated. Once they admit
their sins, they will be punished.
Whoever safely crosses al-Sirat, a bridge that has been built over
Hell, will enter Paradise. After doing this, they will stop on a
bridge between Paradise and Hell. Here, their mutual rights in this
world will be considered and the rights will be returned to their
owners. If they are saved from here and forgiven, they will be allowed
to enter Paradise.
6) The Intercession (Shafaat) of the Prophet (saas)
On the Day of Judgment, the Messenger of Allah (saas) will have three
separate intercession (shafaat). He will perform the first one for all
the people gathered on the Day of Judgment, the second one so that the
people of Paradise may enter it, and the third for those who have
earned Hellfire. He will also performshafaatso that some people who
have entered Hell may leave it due to some of the deeds that did while
alive. The prayers and alms of the living will also benefit deceased
believers.
Members of the Wahabbi school in particular have produced various
ideas concerning the Prophet's (saas)shafaatthat are incompatible with
those of the Ahl al-Sunnah.
7) Belief in Destiny
The Ahl al-Sunnah believe in the good and evil of destiny. There are
two degrees of belief in destiny:
The first degree is that Allah (swt) is fully aware of what every
member of creation has done and will do. He knows their obedience and
their rebellion before they ever take place. Almighty Allah (swt) has
written the destiny of all that exists on al-Lawh al-Mahfuz (the
Preserved Tablet). A person's destiny is brought to him by an angel
while he is still in an embryonic form, before his soul has been
breathed into him. Some members of the Qadarriya school have adopted
several mistaken suppositions here. Muslims must be on their guard on
this highly sensitive issue.
The second one is that Allah's (swt) will is superior to that of human
beings. No one can be a believer or an unbeliever unless Allah (swt)
wills it to be so. The Qadariyya school rejects this aspect of
destiny.
8) Faith Consists of Words and Deeds; Therefore, It Increases and Decreases
This is a basic tenet of the Ahl al-Sunnah. Faith rises according to
the level of one's obedience and declines according to one's sins. All
good works fall under the scope of religion and faith.
9) The People of the Qibla Cannot Be Excommunicated (Takfir) Due to Sinning
Someone adhering to the Ahl al-Sunnah's convictions does not
excommunicate another believer who prays in the same direction (qibla)
as he does or claim that such a person is an unbeliever. His faith may
not, perhaps, be absolute. Kharijism, Islam's first heretical
movement, produced its first corruption (fitna) on this very subject.
No matter how many good works someone who has lapsed into denial may
perform, he will not benefit from them. Similarly, no matter how many
sins a Muslim may commit, he cannot be considered a denier until he
says that what is allowed is actually prohibited and that what is
prohibited is actually allowed.
10) The Miracles of theAwliyaof Allah (swt) Are Accurate
Belief in the miracles (karamah) of theAwliyaof Allah (swt), the
extraordinary states to which Allah (swt) gives rise by their hand,
and the discoveries they make in various spheres of knowledge are
among the essence of the Ahl al-Sunnah's convictions.
11) The Prophet's (saas) Miraculous Journey
According to the Qur'an and the hadiths, our Prophet (saas) ascended
to a world beyond the heavens in both body and soul. Anyone who
rejects this miraculous journey is considered to have fallen into
denial. The Qur'an reveals that our Prophet's (saas) going to Bayt
al-Maqdis (Jerusalem) is an absolute truth, and reliable hadiths
confirm that he rose to the skies.
Glory be to Him Who took His servant on a night journey from the
Masjid al-Haram [in Makkah] to the Masjid al-Aqsa [in Jerusalem],
whose surroundings We have blessed, in order to show him some of Our
signs. He is the All-Hearing, the All-Seeing. (Surat al-Isra', 1)
In order to create corruption, the deniers and hypocrites, who did not
believe in this miracle, dared to mock it. This corruption soon spread
all over Makkah, for they told everyone that they met about it. One of
them asked Abu Bakr (ra):éMuhammad (saas) claims to have gone from
Makkah to Jerusalem in a single night. What do you say?"With his usual
exemplary trust and submission, Abu Bakr (ra) ended this spreading
corruption by replying:éIf he says so, then it is true."
12) Acknowledging Allah (swt)
Those who refuse to accept Allah (swt) in their words, despite knowing
Him in their hearts, are unbelievers. Those who refuse to recognize
Allah (swt) in their hearts, despite accepting Him in their words, are
hypocrites. However, it is not appropriate to accuse anyone of
hypocrisy in the absence of outright denial or any solid evidence of
hypocrisy.
13) The Day of Judgment
The Day of Judgment is the final day of life for the universe, as
predetermined by Allah (swt). Everyone will be called to account on
the Day of Judgment. No one will return to Earth in a second body, for
all of the bodies of everyone who has ever lived, from the time of
Prophet Adam (as) right up until the Day of Judgment, were created
beforehand. No soul will return to Earth with a different body.
14) Appreciating Those Given the Glad Tidings of Paradise
Any inappropriate word spoken against a Companion of the Prophet
(saas) who received the glad tidings of Paradise is not in line with
the respect due to them and is a great sin toward those great
individuals. These Companions are:
Abu Bakr (ra)
Umar (ra)
Uthman (ra)
Ali (ra)
Talha (ra)
Zubayr ibn Awwam (ra)
Sa`d ibn Abi Waqqas (ra)
Said ibn Zayd (ra)
Abd al-Rahman ibn Awf (ra), and
Abu Ubaydah ibn Jarrah (ra).
The history of Islam's early days is full of these superior
individuals' heroism. Rasulullah (saas) praised them in his hadiths
and even stated that, after himself, some of them were worthy of the
rank of prophethood. For that reason, any slander uttered against them
is regarded as being uttered against the Prophet (saas) himself.
A common feature of heretical movements is the way they adopt a tone
of opposition to some of the Companions whom have been given the glad
tidings of Paradise. There is absolutely no room for such views among
the Ahl al-Sunnah.
15) None Other than the Messengers Is Protected from Imperfection
Allah (swt) protects all of His messengers' words. The importance of
complying with the words spoken and/or written by the great Islamic
scholars who follow the line of the Ahl al-Sunnah is also critical for
believers. However, contrary to what some extremist movements claim,
no one is obliged to abide by these.
16) The Sources of Reference in Islam
Anything that is incompatible with the Qur'an and the sunnah is
unacceptable. This is the most important distinguishing feature
between the Ahl al-Sunnah wa'l-Jama'ah and other groups. Indeed,
Rasulullah (saas) tells us that when we cannot agree on a particular
matter, we must first look to the Qur'an and then to the sunnah. The
Ahl al-Sunnah believe that seeking to depict something that is not
part of the Qur'an and the sunnah as part of Islam is to be avoided at
all costs.
17) To Make No Interpretation of the Qur'an and the Sunnah
Reason and analogy are not to be used to interpret the Qur'an and the
sunnah, because the Companions and the scholars of our school learned
their knowledge directly from the Qur'an and the sunnah. Believers
accept everything that is compatible with the Qur'an and the sunnah
and reject everything that violates them. The main feature
distinguishing the Ahl al-Sunnah wa'l-Jama'ah from other groups is how
they regard these two sources as the essential sources of all
knowledge. They interpret all matters in light of them, instead of
following their presumption, whims, and desires. Nobody has the right
to cast any doubt on the Qur'an and the sunnah.

Story, - Father of my unborn child

After my SSC exam,I wanted to have a boy friend...just 4 fun...but
there was none suitable.Suddenly one day a friend came to my house n
said that a boy(let his name be A.T)has a crush on me...A.T was my
friend's friend but I didn't know A.T though he knew me well.
That day I asked my friend to call A.T so that I can talk to him...my
friend called A.T from her mobile n then I talked to A.T.I took A.T's
number then started to talk to him regularly.One day A.T proposed me n
I said yes.As I wanted a boy friend for fun so I accepted A.T.Our
relation was going on well.I knew some of A.T's friend and some of
them became my friends too.One day while I was talking to A.T,he told
me that one of his friends(my n A.T's mutual friend,let his name be
Z.S)Z.S has a crush on me.A.T told me not to talk to Z.S but I didn't
listen to A.T.I talked to Z.S n remained his friend.A.T knew this but
he didn't have any objection!!After a few months I broke up wid
A.T.coz I found out that he still loves his ex-girl friend.
I n Z.S were attending the same coaching class.From that time intimacy
was growing between us.We became good friends.Z.S n I ,sometimes,used
to go out together by bunking off class...Suddenly I started to feel
something 4 Z.S...I didn't know what that was...I always thought about
him,in class I stared at him.I didn't share my feelings wid
anybody.But soon I realized that um in love with Z.S.
One day Z.S proposed me but I didn't say yes instantly.Z.S was a play
boy n I knew this,so I didn't want to have an affair wid him as I was
afraid that he might break my heart but still I said yes...I don't
know why I was sooo afraid of losing him!
Our relation was going on well.At that time sometimes I felt vomitting
n I shared this with Z.S n out of fun he told me that um pregnant n
called me"Mother of his unborn child"n I also called him "Father of my
unborn child"...by calling each other in this way we used to crack
jokes out of this matter.After a few months,one day Z.S told me that
he didn't love me n he wanna break up.No sooner had he told me this
than tears rolled down my cheeks.Finally we broke up.
Today Z.S has another girl friend but um alone.I still love Z.S.I
really don't know whether he has remembered me or not...I am still
waiting for him

Story, - trust ur true love

I am a normal guy, with big dreams within my eyes. Waiting for Mrs.
Perfect to come one day and come with me forever. I had lots of
friends both girls and boys, they all use to pamper me cuz i use to
spoke soft and love and help all.
EMBARRASED--
One day around 11 OCLOCK in the MORNING i was talking to one of my
friends in my college. As usual we were talking about random things
and exchanging notes for homework when he suddenly show me someone in
other class. I was confused as a girl name chanchal of my class is
watching us both , that is the first time i see angel.
My friend then start to tease me with her name.. ,
And one fine day , I finally talk to her about her nail polish..as I
love to watch her new nail polishes daily and use to tease her…
One day when , I was teasing her , she said " tu he kar diyo na gift
muje nail polish" ., really I don't know that time what happened to
me..
That is first time when my heart beat for her..
Days are passing and passing , I love to watch her hairs..i use to
tease her .. I use to disturb her..
I don't know what is happening to me.. but really m just getting dumb
in love.. just felling boozy in her liking…
I don't know what is attracting me toward her.. I really try to stop myself..
But don't know how I cant do that..
FINALLY BEAUTIFUL DAY COME---
Finally luckily our college plan for a visit to my town.. and finally
the day come when I get the no. of the girl… whom I start liking in a
silent
Manner…
Now the days and months are passing , I start knowing the fairy.. I
use to ask question about herself.. just to know her deeply..
FIRST SHOCK –
Fairy said me " M commited"… oops my heart just stop…dark is appearing
in front of my eye.. tough time but I just regain myself in front of
her..
TOUGH NIGHT—
That night I was just sleepless.. watching the sky at night, that day
I just stay alone, I don't wish to talk to anyone..
Finally at 12 o'clock am getting sleepy..that time there is a tear in
my eyes, I really don't know "why why why"..
COMPLICATED SUITATION—
My Brain answer me to forgot her and ask me to stop this love ..
My heart is not following the orders of my brain…
Finally war time end—
Ques – Do I really love her?
Heart says-"YES"
BRAIN – "ITS JUST ATTRACTION"
HEART-"TEAR IN EYE IS NOT ATTRACTION"
Again Heart won once again..
Question is do I forgot my pari.(FAIRY) , JUST because she loves
anyone else..then I just hold myself hard , and decide to won the
heart of PARI..
I always believe true love always won, so I start thinking that now
"PARI IS MINE"
SPREADING LOVE IN AIR—
Now I start loving her, caring for her…I use to talk to her, I love to
tease her..
I use to book seat for her, very next to me..i daily come to college
with only a single hope that I sit with PARI..i start doing stupid
things, just to gain the attention of PARI. I am just not caring that
people call me stupid.. I am just in love with pari..
My Birthday—25 sept
When u wish me it was my best wish I ever had received from anyone..
The moment when Pari put cake in my mouth with her hands.. my love
increase upto many folds…
Pari's BIRTHDAY---2nd nov
It is the best day of my life, I waited a lot for that day..i use to
write PARI long sweet messages for her birthday.. as she is so special
to me..
I always give PARI compliments about her looks, as she is the most
beautiful Girl I have ever seen.
PARI makes my heart to develop poems.. everytime I see my PARI I start
falling in love with her again and again..
Really I just cant believe myself, what is happening to me. I start
praying to god that make me exactly like my PARI. People use to call
me flirt and full of attitude and ego person.
PARI comes to life , don't know what happen , I just changed, I use to
talk sweetly to all. I start helping all. Finally one day my friend
told me " U R CHANGED BROTHER, U R REALLY GROWN UP NOW".
I Start praying TO GOD, finally I realize I really learn to bend. I am
just start loving myself, My PARI makes me a good human being.
Now the PARI has become important part of my life.. All my close ones
Saying me " YOU ARE IN LOVE ." I learn to smile and I start loving
myself. We have hade a group of 5 people, we start roaming, me and
PARI are one of member of group. I love PARI's company.
SPECIAL GIFTS SELECTIONS FOR PARI---
I Remember how everytime I just force PARI to accept my Gifts.
I am writing this with a big smile on my face as I remember how I
always lie to PARI .
First gift to PARI " a beautiful top , selected by PARI herself, with
combination of a sweet bag and nail polish".
Finally my heart beat goes up.. ohhh ITS PARI CALL ON MY CELL.
I pick her call PARI with its beautiful voice said " THANKS FOR GIFT,
I LOVE THEM ALL", BUT WHY U LIE TO ME , I WAS EXPECTING ON TOP.
Then I start speaking like Twety and goes onnnnnnn.. finally PARI said
" ACHA BABA THIK HAI, TERE SE KAUN JEETE". I just take a deep breath
and hang up call..
I start love shoping for PARI… I want EVERYTHING FOR PARI…
I want PARI should wear my gifted top on her birthday, butttt another
Question idea comes in my mind that "I will gift PARI some more
ATTIRES" So that she can select any dress like a princess..
So that day I again spent full day for shopping for PARI . Then
finally I choose Two Tops and and GUCCI watch .
Next day when I meet her in my class, I have a blush on my face when I
see her. Every day I use to carry " CHIPS, JUICES , CHOCOLATES" for my
PARI. And I always carry cold drink for me, just because I know PARI
stops me . Don't drink this na.. " its not gud for u na, tu aisa kar
muje de de ye, and juice pi le". I really love when she care even a
little bit for me.
During our break I give the gifts to PARI. First she refuse , she said
u already gifted me na.. then with a little bit fake anger , I said
"NAHI LENE TO , JUST THROW THEM ." With a cute smile she look at me,
and just said " ACHA LE RAHI HOON NA, AB GUSSA KYU HO RAHA HAI"
Time is just passing , daily my Love, MY dedication, my Trust on PARI
Keeps on increasing. Now I have just assumed that " PARI IS MINE, EVEN
SHE DID NOT SAID ME ANYTHING YET NOW.
BIRTHDAY PARTY OF PARI—31 OCT WEDNESDAY
I remember date is 30th October, when PARI and our group friends
decide that, lets party for PARI's birthday on 31th OCT , instead of
2nd NOV . As on 2nd November , there is fast of PARI, 2nd NOV IS
Observed as "KARVA CHOTH" IN YEAR 2012.
I move back to home to pick my CAR, for PARI'S birthday party. I just
want everything perfect that day, I start planning in my mind, how to
make her day special.
The time was around 7 o clock , when I call PARI and ask her about the
plan. I was planning for visit to Kasauli , it's a beautiful hill
station.
But PARI said " KAHI AUR JYEGE NA".
I said " MADAM , I AM YOUR DRIVER TOMMOROW , I WILL TAKE U , WHEREEVER
U ORDERS ME"
PARI said " SHUT UP NA"
And she continue said " ACHA KAL KIS KIS KO INVITE KARU"
I answer her " TOMMOROW IS YOUR DAY BABY, THERE IS NO LIMIT WORD FOR U
PRINCESS, U MAY INVITE ANYONE" there is no BAR on u.
Finally I get up early in morning , and get ready . And I move toward
my college . we decide to meet at 11 o clock. So I reach there at 10.
45 am. I love to wait for PARI.
Waiting and WAITING….
OHHHH YESSS, Finally I saw PARI coming at 11.15 am. Then we all enjoy
the day a lot. We go to museum, I am just searching for chance , when
me and PARI are alone. We have group of 5 friends.
That day PARI is just looking like breathtaking . I compliment her
that u r looking soooo beautiful , words are not enough to express ur
beauty.
Finally I decide now to give PARI birthday gift again . I have brought
a beautiful bracelet and lot of chocolates for her. When Pari open the
Bracelet, all said " hey , its beautiful ." . then pari ties bracelet
, I click her beautiful pictures.
Then we all have party at pizza hut. We enjoyed a lot. But her
Boyfriend is calling her , I just hate when my PARI talk to him..
Then after a good day we all get back to home.
2nd NOVEMBER , KARVA CHOTH AND PARI'S BIRTHDAY—
Today is FAST of PARI. It is very difficult FAST, as whole day ,
person don't have to drink water and not to eat food.
Then I also decide that , I will also keep this fast for pari. Thing
is I cant eat without her.
To make her day special, I just order a " Big teddy of 5 feet long ,
3 story cake , chocolates and red roses for her, that I plan to
deliver at her PG at 12 o clock. I was very happy since morning, as I
was waiting to see the reaction of PARI . I want to make her feel that
, she is so much special for me. And I mean this too, I love her soooo
muchhh.
Its evening time now when PARI is at her friend's house, I call her to
know the address of her living place, I try 2-3 times but she did not
pick the call. I call her friend , who lives at same place with PARI.
I was already angry with PARI, for some reason. And her friend add "
fuel to fire". She said " don't be mad , don't send anything to PARI."
SHE said " YAHA PROBLEM HO JATI YAAR".
I was already angry from PARI, I DID NOT CALL OR TEXT HER ANYMORE THAT DAY.
My mood is totally spoiled as my gift is wasted, which I choose for
PARI with my heart.
What big thing I wished that u cant fulfill , I said to GOD.
I was in deep sadness… today is my fast too, I was crying that time ,
then I just stop myself and I start thinking about PARI.
Then what comes in my mind---
I still remember the day when I saw her first time , even I don't know
PARI'S name that time. But I don't know what magic she spells , MY
heart just sing a song for her that time, this thing I even never tell
to PARI, today I disclose it.
Her first look made me too think about her, I never accept this to
anyone , I always say I never crush on anyone. And this is correct
too, but don't know what the magic has PARI, I had a crush on her at
first sight. I may say " IT'S LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT".
When I saw her first time my heart says---
aankhon mein hai nasha,zulphon mein hai ghata
pehle hamne ada yeh haseen,dekhi na thi kahin
dekhi jo yeh PARI ,masti dil mein bhari
hai yeh jadogari,ya nahi
hoo, natu janu kya hain naam na janu main pata
par itna hai maine jana,jise dekhle ek nazar bhar ke usko karde vo deewana
use jitna dekhon utna sochon,kya use main keh doon
pretty woman dekho dekho na pretty woman ,pretty woman
tum bhi kaho naa pretty woman.
I was smiling thinking about her, suddenly I come out of thoughts, a
tear roll down my eyes , at it was around 8 o clock, I was waiting for
moon , so that I can open my fast. But I know that PARI even don't
remember , that someone has kept fast for her. She was busy with her
friends and with her bf.
I was felling alone that time, moon is visible now , and I open my
fast. At 9.30 pm I got text from pari " KHANA KHA LIYA".
I don't know what happen to me, I just forgot all my anger with her
single text. And start smiling , I love her a lot.
8 november college time-
Pari is going back her home today. I was worried about her I try my
best that she must take some chips juices for the way. But she did not
agreed that time.
She move back around 2 o clock for her home, which is around 5-6 hour away.
I was guilty that time that why I was not with PARI , how she manage
to carry all packed bags, I feel its my duty to help her.
Me and PARI chat together whole day during journey. And I give her my
never ending instructions that time..
13 nov is DIWALI, PARI returned to college on 14th nov.
My SISTER'S WEDDING ON 18 NOV-
ITS long time Passed, I did not see PARI'S face, so on 16th nov, I
specially decide to go to college , leaving all marriage works. Just
to see my PARI. She has brought special sweet of her town that day.
I just spent 20 min with her , and I move back toward my home.
THAT DAY I TEASE HER A LOT " I SAID. KOI TO ROK LO"
AND I SAID " 70 KM TRAVEL KAR KE AYA 70 MIN BHI SPEND NI KAR SAKA"..
17th nov , my sister's LADIES SANGEET. It's a big party , being PARI
is most important member for me, I ask all things about food
decoration from PARI.
ON 17TH AND 18TH NOVEMBER, me and PARI chat a lot.
Finally I ask PARI…
" DO U EVER LOVE ME"
WAITING FOR HER, HEART BEAT IS DAMPING….
SHE REMAINS QUITE….
FINALLY SHE BROKE SILENCE
" ANSWER IS " YES" ."…..
I WAS ON 9TH CLOUD THAT TIME.
PARI STARTS LOVING ME, SHE WAS IN A FORCED RELATION OF COMMITMENT, SHE
WANTS TO END..
I ASK HER TO MEET, SHE SAID " YES , LETS MEET 22 NOV.
I meet her, I open car's door for her.
PARI is looking too hot and beautiful.
That time she did not accepted , but I read her heart , she starts
loving me a little.
We go to movie, we are in love now, I hold her hand. And request never
told me too leave this..
Her bf calling us, he comes to know about us.. he spoiled our mood…
I gives her time to choose between me and him…
We both enjoyed a lot , we make promises to each other that we are together.
She has a long fight with his bf.. PARI ensure me that she never leaves me..
She is angel for me.. she choose me, she choose his love…
I was very happy that time ..
I said to pari—
I ALWAYS TRUST U..
I ALWAYS LOVE U IN SAME WAY AS I DO…
I NEVER LET U FACE DOWN, BECAUSE OF ME..
I JUST HOLD U, FORM REST OF MY LIFE…