Perfect to come one day and come with me forever. I had lots of
friends both girls and boys, they all use to pamper me cuz i use to
spoke soft and love and help all.
EMBARRASED--
One day around 11 OCLOCK in the MORNING i was talking to one of my
friends in my college. As usual we were talking about random things
and exchanging notes for homework when he suddenly show me someone in
other class. I was confused as a girl name chanchal of my class is
watching us both , that is the first time i see angel.
My friend then start to tease me with her name.. ,
And one fine day , I finally talk to her about her nail polish..as I
love to watch her new nail polishes daily and use to tease her…
One day when , I was teasing her , she said " tu he kar diyo na gift
muje nail polish" ., really I don't know that time what happened to
me..
That is first time when my heart beat for her..
Days are passing and passing , I love to watch her hairs..i use to
tease her .. I use to disturb her..
I don't know what is happening to me.. but really m just getting dumb
in love.. just felling boozy in her liking…
I don't know what is attracting me toward her.. I really try to stop myself..
But don't know how I cant do that..
FINALLY BEAUTIFUL DAY COME---
Finally luckily our college plan for a visit to my town.. and finally
the day come when I get the no. of the girl… whom I start liking in a
silent
Manner…
Now the days and months are passing , I start knowing the fairy.. I
use to ask question about herself.. just to know her deeply..
FIRST SHOCK –
Fairy said me " M commited"… oops my heart just stop…dark is appearing
in front of my eye.. tough time but I just regain myself in front of
her..
TOUGH NIGHT—
That night I was just sleepless.. watching the sky at night, that day
I just stay alone, I don't wish to talk to anyone..
Finally at 12 o'clock am getting sleepy..that time there is a tear in
my eyes, I really don't know "why why why"..
COMPLICATED SUITATION—
My Brain answer me to forgot her and ask me to stop this love ..
My heart is not following the orders of my brain…
Finally war time end—
Ques – Do I really love her?
Heart says-"YES"
BRAIN – "ITS JUST ATTRACTION"
HEART-"TEAR IN EYE IS NOT ATTRACTION"
Again Heart won once again..
Question is do I forgot my pari.(FAIRY) , JUST because she loves
anyone else..then I just hold myself hard , and decide to won the
heart of PARI..
I always believe true love always won, so I start thinking that now
"PARI IS MINE"
SPREADING LOVE IN AIR—
Now I start loving her, caring for her…I use to talk to her, I love to
tease her..
I use to book seat for her, very next to me..i daily come to college
with only a single hope that I sit with PARI..i start doing stupid
things, just to gain the attention of PARI. I am just not caring that
people call me stupid.. I am just in love with pari..
My Birthday—25 sept
When u wish me it was my best wish I ever had received from anyone..
The moment when Pari put cake in my mouth with her hands.. my love
increase upto many folds…
Pari's BIRTHDAY---2nd nov
It is the best day of my life, I waited a lot for that day..i use to
write PARI long sweet messages for her birthday.. as she is so special
to me..
I always give PARI compliments about her looks, as she is the most
beautiful Girl I have ever seen.
PARI makes my heart to develop poems.. everytime I see my PARI I start
falling in love with her again and again..
Really I just cant believe myself, what is happening to me. I start
praying to god that make me exactly like my PARI. People use to call
me flirt and full of attitude and ego person.
PARI comes to life , don't know what happen , I just changed, I use to
talk sweetly to all. I start helping all. Finally one day my friend
told me " U R CHANGED BROTHER, U R REALLY GROWN UP NOW".
I Start praying TO GOD, finally I realize I really learn to bend. I am
just start loving myself, My PARI makes me a good human being.
Now the PARI has become important part of my life.. All my close ones
Saying me " YOU ARE IN LOVE ." I learn to smile and I start loving
myself. We have hade a group of 5 people, we start roaming, me and
PARI are one of member of group. I love PARI's company.
SPECIAL GIFTS SELECTIONS FOR PARI---
I Remember how everytime I just force PARI to accept my Gifts.
I am writing this with a big smile on my face as I remember how I
always lie to PARI .
First gift to PARI " a beautiful top , selected by PARI herself, with
combination of a sweet bag and nail polish".
Finally my heart beat goes up.. ohhh ITS PARI CALL ON MY CELL.
I pick her call PARI with its beautiful voice said " THANKS FOR GIFT,
I LOVE THEM ALL", BUT WHY U LIE TO ME , I WAS EXPECTING ON TOP.
Then I start speaking like Twety and goes onnnnnnn.. finally PARI said
" ACHA BABA THIK HAI, TERE SE KAUN JEETE". I just take a deep breath
and hang up call..
I start love shoping for PARI… I want EVERYTHING FOR PARI…
I want PARI should wear my gifted top on her birthday, butttt another
Question idea comes in my mind that "I will gift PARI some more
ATTIRES" So that she can select any dress like a princess..
So that day I again spent full day for shopping for PARI . Then
finally I choose Two Tops and and GUCCI watch .
Next day when I meet her in my class, I have a blush on my face when I
see her. Every day I use to carry " CHIPS, JUICES , CHOCOLATES" for my
PARI. And I always carry cold drink for me, just because I know PARI
stops me . Don't drink this na.. " its not gud for u na, tu aisa kar
muje de de ye, and juice pi le". I really love when she care even a
little bit for me.
During our break I give the gifts to PARI. First she refuse , she said
u already gifted me na.. then with a little bit fake anger , I said
"NAHI LENE TO , JUST THROW THEM ." With a cute smile she look at me,
and just said " ACHA LE RAHI HOON NA, AB GUSSA KYU HO RAHA HAI"
Time is just passing , daily my Love, MY dedication, my Trust on PARI
Keeps on increasing. Now I have just assumed that " PARI IS MINE, EVEN
SHE DID NOT SAID ME ANYTHING YET NOW.
BIRTHDAY PARTY OF PARI—31 OCT WEDNESDAY
I remember date is 30th October, when PARI and our group friends
decide that, lets party for PARI's birthday on 31th OCT , instead of
2nd NOV . As on 2nd November , there is fast of PARI, 2nd NOV IS
Observed as "KARVA CHOTH" IN YEAR 2012.
I move back to home to pick my CAR, for PARI'S birthday party. I just
want everything perfect that day, I start planning in my mind, how to
make her day special.
The time was around 7 o clock , when I call PARI and ask her about the
plan. I was planning for visit to Kasauli , it's a beautiful hill
station.
But PARI said " KAHI AUR JYEGE NA".
I said " MADAM , I AM YOUR DRIVER TOMMOROW , I WILL TAKE U , WHEREEVER
U ORDERS ME"
PARI said " SHUT UP NA"
And she continue said " ACHA KAL KIS KIS KO INVITE KARU"
I answer her " TOMMOROW IS YOUR DAY BABY, THERE IS NO LIMIT WORD FOR U
PRINCESS, U MAY INVITE ANYONE" there is no BAR on u.
Finally I get up early in morning , and get ready . And I move toward
my college . we decide to meet at 11 o clock. So I reach there at 10.
45 am. I love to wait for PARI.
Waiting and WAITING….
OHHHH YESSS, Finally I saw PARI coming at 11.15 am. Then we all enjoy
the day a lot. We go to museum, I am just searching for chance , when
me and PARI are alone. We have group of 5 friends.
That day PARI is just looking like breathtaking . I compliment her
that u r looking soooo beautiful , words are not enough to express ur
beauty.
Finally I decide now to give PARI birthday gift again . I have brought
a beautiful bracelet and lot of chocolates for her. When Pari open the
Bracelet, all said " hey , its beautiful ." . then pari ties bracelet
, I click her beautiful pictures.
Then we all have party at pizza hut. We enjoyed a lot. But her
Boyfriend is calling her , I just hate when my PARI talk to him..
Then after a good day we all get back to home.
2nd NOVEMBER , KARVA CHOTH AND PARI'S BIRTHDAY—
Today is FAST of PARI. It is very difficult FAST, as whole day ,
person don't have to drink water and not to eat food.
Then I also decide that , I will also keep this fast for pari. Thing
is I cant eat without her.
To make her day special, I just order a " Big teddy of 5 feet long ,
3 story cake , chocolates and red roses for her, that I plan to
deliver at her PG at 12 o clock. I was very happy since morning, as I
was waiting to see the reaction of PARI . I want to make her feel that
, she is so much special for me. And I mean this too, I love her soooo
muchhh.
Its evening time now when PARI is at her friend's house, I call her to
know the address of her living place, I try 2-3 times but she did not
pick the call. I call her friend , who lives at same place with PARI.
I was already angry with PARI, for some reason. And her friend add "
fuel to fire". She said " don't be mad , don't send anything to PARI."
SHE said " YAHA PROBLEM HO JATI YAAR".
I was already angry from PARI, I DID NOT CALL OR TEXT HER ANYMORE THAT DAY.
My mood is totally spoiled as my gift is wasted, which I choose for
PARI with my heart.
What big thing I wished that u cant fulfill , I said to GOD.
I was in deep sadness… today is my fast too, I was crying that time ,
then I just stop myself and I start thinking about PARI.
Then what comes in my mind---
I still remember the day when I saw her first time , even I don't know
PARI'S name that time. But I don't know what magic she spells , MY
heart just sing a song for her that time, this thing I even never tell
to PARI, today I disclose it.
Her first look made me too think about her, I never accept this to
anyone , I always say I never crush on anyone. And this is correct
too, but don't know what the magic has PARI, I had a crush on her at
first sight. I may say " IT'S LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT".
When I saw her first time my heart says---
aankhon mein hai nasha,zulphon mein hai ghata
pehle hamne ada yeh haseen,dekhi na thi kahin
dekhi jo yeh PARI ,masti dil mein bhari
hai yeh jadogari,ya nahi
hoo, natu janu kya hain naam na janu main pata
par itna hai maine jana,jise dekhle ek nazar bhar ke usko karde vo deewana
use jitna dekhon utna sochon,kya use main keh doon
pretty woman dekho dekho na pretty woman ,pretty woman
tum bhi kaho naa pretty woman.
I was smiling thinking about her, suddenly I come out of thoughts, a
tear roll down my eyes , at it was around 8 o clock, I was waiting for
moon , so that I can open my fast. But I know that PARI even don't
remember , that someone has kept fast for her. She was busy with her
friends and with her bf.
I was felling alone that time, moon is visible now , and I open my
fast. At 9.30 pm I got text from pari " KHANA KHA LIYA".
I don't know what happen to me, I just forgot all my anger with her
single text. And start smiling , I love her a lot.
8 november college time-
Pari is going back her home today. I was worried about her I try my
best that she must take some chips juices for the way. But she did not
agreed that time.
She move back around 2 o clock for her home, which is around 5-6 hour away.
I was guilty that time that why I was not with PARI , how she manage
to carry all packed bags, I feel its my duty to help her.
Me and PARI chat together whole day during journey. And I give her my
never ending instructions that time..
13 nov is DIWALI, PARI returned to college on 14th nov.
My SISTER'S WEDDING ON 18 NOV-
ITS long time Passed, I did not see PARI'S face, so on 16th nov, I
specially decide to go to college , leaving all marriage works. Just
to see my PARI. She has brought special sweet of her town that day.
I just spent 20 min with her , and I move back toward my home.
THAT DAY I TEASE HER A LOT " I SAID. KOI TO ROK LO"
AND I SAID " 70 KM TRAVEL KAR KE AYA 70 MIN BHI SPEND NI KAR SAKA"..
17th nov , my sister's LADIES SANGEET. It's a big party , being PARI
is most important member for me, I ask all things about food
decoration from PARI.
ON 17TH AND 18TH NOVEMBER, me and PARI chat a lot.
Finally I ask PARI…
" DO U EVER LOVE ME"
WAITING FOR HER, HEART BEAT IS DAMPING….
SHE REMAINS QUITE….
FINALLY SHE BROKE SILENCE
" ANSWER IS " YES" ."…..
I WAS ON 9TH CLOUD THAT TIME.
PARI STARTS LOVING ME, SHE WAS IN A FORCED RELATION OF COMMITMENT, SHE
WANTS TO END..
I ASK HER TO MEET, SHE SAID " YES , LETS MEET 22 NOV.
I meet her, I open car's door for her.
PARI is looking too hot and beautiful.
That time she did not accepted , but I read her heart , she starts
loving me a little.
We go to movie, we are in love now, I hold her hand. And request never
told me too leave this..
Her bf calling us, he comes to know about us.. he spoiled our mood…
I gives her time to choose between me and him…
We both enjoyed a lot , we make promises to each other that we are together.
She has a long fight with his bf.. PARI ensure me that she never leaves me..
She is angel for me.. she choose me, she choose his love…
I was very happy that time ..
I said to pari—
I ALWAYS TRUST U..
I ALWAYS LOVE U IN SAME WAY AS I DO…
I NEVER LET U FACE DOWN, BECAUSE OF ME..
I JUST HOLD U, FORM REST OF MY LIFE…
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