Story, - Love Caused me addictive

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my story started about 6 years ago i was 13 just a kid
but i fell in love , i saw her almost every day , she
told me about her love by a mobile message befor i
tell her although i hade the same feeling , after the
time i used that she's a part of my life we was talking
and see each other for 3 years i know she stoped this
since 3 years ago but till now i cant forget the most
happy days in my life even there was another
mistakes in my life , after we sttoped talking 1
year later and i didnt know the reason this time but
missed her alot so i tried drugs and wine trying to
live my life whith out her and forget and lived
alone whith out my family i needed to live alone
,Continued my life so for a year and a half like
that , till i lost alot of my weigh and my face was
saying this guy is bad cuz of my red eyes all the
time , then my family got a feeling that something
is wrong and sent me to Sanatorium treatment of
addiction , i stayed there 3 months i will never
forget this 3 months about 2 months of them i
remembered her every day ,after the 3 months passed
whith month i rememberd her again year and half ago
till now ,but i think she heared about
the Sanatorium ,i tried to talk whith her again at
facebook 1st but i confess that i was fool at the
facebook conversations so she blocked me , 2nd i
tried at place which i saw her , i told her that im
happy cuz i saw her but i saw that she is so
surprised when i talked to her i dontknow why !! i
asked her if i can
see her again she told me times whic i can find her
ther, so i went again to see her و but after she
found me there she cried and told me "sorry not
now" i dont know why too !!! after that i didnt
try to see or talk whith her but now i miss her and
want see her ....
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Im sorry the story is long but i told you every thing to get accurate answers about my questions
why she blocked me at facebook 1st time is the way i talked at the conversations enough to block someone she know well ?!!
why she surprised when i saw her and talked ?!
why she cried and saied "sorry not now" !!!
***Thanks for every one try to help***

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