Story, - Who is my true love??

it was during my mid adolescent years... i was attracted to this boy..
i just ignored this nd thought it would just be the teenage girl's
infatuation.. as years passed my love towards him grew stronger that i
thought it would be better i tell him... but a girl proposing to a
guy.. i could hardly imagine dat.. i kept it a secret... but tried to
be closer to him.. at times i also felt he loved me... but those all
where jzt my imaginations.. he never proposed to me.. nd i went off to
college where i met many guys.. nd many proposed to me.. but i
couldn't take him off my mind until one guy came into my life... who
was less handsome less educated nd even less talented than the boy i
loved... but what i never got from this first boy i got from this boy
LOVE... i felt something i tried to give someone else those last
years.. bt my feelings towards the first guy was still stronger.. nd
there weren't days i spent without remembering him.. who is my true
love... i still dont know it yet... and i leave dat to the readers to
decide... who is my true love... is it the boy i loved??? or is it the
one who gave me his love ???