really very adorable... our parents were fly friends.. His parents
were very cool n loving.. i knew them for almost 4 yrs but just 8
months back i became friendly with caro n fell in love with him.. :)
i confessed my love for love for him but he gave no reply... he still
behaved the same way he used to, he didn't change even a bit after
knowing my feelings for him.. It was very confusing and i wasn't able
to understand what was going on in his mind and what he felt about
me..
A month later something happened n his parents stoped talking to mine,
things changed, he was asked not to talk to any1 of us, yet he used to
talk to me and i was unaware of that. Once we went for a movie and
aunty came to know about it, she called me up n said that,"like a
mother i'm telling you, stop all this n i know u will obey like a
daughter". She had also taken away caro's mbl n sent him abroad..!!
For a month v dnt tlk, later on i contactd him through fb, he
replied... v were just tlking as friends then...
When he came bck to india i askd him wat he felt abt me?? he said he
is nt ready for a relationship nw n dat we will stay as friends for
nw..! i askd him wat abt the future? wil he evr b ready to be in a
relationship with me?? he said he doesnt knw n dat i shouldnt b
thinking abt it nw..! he still dnt knew dat his mum had askd me to
stop tlking to him n his dad had called up home to tell my parents to
break all the relations with them...!
i askd him if i should wait for him to be ready or forget abt him? he
told me dat he is nt ready for a relationship nw n he cannot tell
anything else...
a few days back i told him everything abt wat had happnd wen he wasnt
here, he said he was unaware of all dis..! i told him i didnt wanna
loose him, he said pray n everything will b alright..
he still tlks to me, wenevr i tell him i love him he eithr doesnt
reply or just smiles..!
i dnt knw wat he feels abt me!! aftr knwing dat our parents dnt want
us to tlk yet he tlks to me.. he never stoped me from loving him...!
he is really very nice n understanding bt i dnt knw wat should i do..!
i dnt knw if these r his signs of gently telling me dat he doesnt love
me coz he is too good to break my heart or a sign dat he may fall in
love with me..!
m risking my life for him n i dnt evn knw if he'l stand by be when his
parents come to knw dat i still tlk to him..! i really love caro alot
n hope that he does tell me soon abt his feelings for me n nt kip me
waiting in hopes more..!
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