Story, - I love them both!

I've been married for ten years. My marriage is a happy one and we
have a 7-year-old child.
You wander what more could I want?
I've been maintaining a love-affair for 2 years with someone else. At
first we didn't say a wordto each other; then, we got closer; we
talked for hours; we laughed. He started sharing his familyproblems
with me and this was the way we became friends.
I changed the place I worked and two days after that we started our
relationship. I've never thought that I will be faithful to my
husband, but I've also never imagined that I could have such deep
feelings for some other man.
My love is for both of them! I'd never divorce and I don't want the
other person to do it. I think highly of his family.But put together,
both of my men represent the perfect MAN. But it is the same when they
are separated!
When I'm with the one, my thoughts are occupied with the other, and
visa versa. My husband found out but he was not so upset until the
moment he discovered that I had feelings for this person. Now we hide
and we keep seeing each other. I'm afraid!
I can't imagine bringing to an end my extramarital affair. Where will
this lead us to and what price will I pay?