We first met in fifth grade. I liked him a little in the middle of the
year and then I started disliking him again. Sixth grade I despised
him so much. Seventh grade we became close and talked a lot. He found
out that I am a total tomboy and love video games and all that other
stuff. I actually thought I was falling for him. He then asked me out
and I said no. I had no idea what I was thinking so now I kind
ofregret it. It never was awkward after that. He came over a lot
during the summer because he lives near by.
It was my last time seeinghim before school startedand I was fine with
that. We went into my room and just hung out. We went into the closet,
I don't know why but it is someplace where I can think and some of my
friends agree with me. Anyway we went in thereand because it is not
the biggest closet in the world we were literally almost on top of
each other, but I didn't care. We stayed in there for quite a while. I
wanted to put my head on his shoulder, but I didn't. His parents
called him back because they were leaving, so he helped me up and we
exited the closet and I said goodbye. And to my surprise he kissed me
on the cheek and said goodbye. To tell you the truth, I didn't really
mind.I kind of liked it.
When school came we never mentioned what happened or anything that
happened. We slowly started to separatetill sports came. I am a runner
and I am not very fond of it and neither is he. He likes basketball
more. Anyway we were the only two who knew each other on the team so
we talked and I got to know him more. But this girl hates me because
weare friends and gives me the evil eye a lot. Personally, I think he
likes her too. And every year our school goes to a hotel and people go
and just walk around and have fun. But he decided to ditch me and go
talk to five other girls. I tried to talk to him at the ice cream shop
and he ignored me! I am really loud too! So after the field trip I
started ignoring him and talking to other guys until he gotfustrated
and asked me why I was acting like this and I told him and he said he
was sorry.
Things were okay after that, but thanksgiving is coming and I want to
go to another school. I askedhim what he would do if he were in my
footsteps, but he refused to. He sayshe wants me to stay with him for
high school and college, but he doesn't understand that that is my
future he is talking about. I would love to stay with him, but I
couldn't my life. So I stayed and suffered another six months for him.
But not all of the six months was suffering. Heasked me out again and
Isaid yes. It was the best five months ever and I will never regret
it! So graduation came up and he begged me to go to his high school,
but we both knew that wasn't going to happen so he kissed me goodbye
and broke up with me. I crieda little. Now I miss him so much and hope
to get in touch soon.
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