myboyfriend, who is poor just like me, but he graduated High, going
tocollege in january, he's into an athletic career, heplays
Basketball, and he wants to study medical courses also. I haven't
finished yet because of her instability, moving from places back and
forth,but I'm getting my GED, I'm into modeling career and medical
too. Well, since he's 18 he don't have a so good job,he gets payed 200
dollarsa week, and that's pretty much to buy he's own little stuff.
I think back then my mom had a bad experience with love because she
doesn't believe in it. She tells me that I should be with a man that
can give me money and buy me everything I want. But I love my
boyfriend, and its normal for us not to have anything yet because
we're working to get everything. She even tells me that if I have sex
with a man, they should give me money, so I be like but mom that's
being a hoe fucking man for money, and she says I'm being a hoe for
fucking my bf and he's not giving me anything. I mean I alwayssaid
that I want a man to love and to take care of me, and sometimes I
think, maybe the main reason why she's a singlemother is because she
used to fuck guys for money, but I want to be different, I only want
to live with that one person and have my kids with him. But she
doesn't understand that.
A couple of days ago she told me I had to break upwith him, so it was
eitherher or him, and ofcourse I will have to break up with himbecause
after allshe is my mom, but I love him too much I haven't told him
what's going yet. I don't know what todo.
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