Laila Saad , UK Friday 10th September 2010 Asalam -Alaikum Brother Barbar, Indeed Allah is withthe patient. Your suffering will not go un-noticed by our supreme lord; Allah most mighty! You are in the university of islamic knowledge and Inshallah, Allah will not only purify you, but you will, Insha-allah, be raised as one of those who will enter jannatul firdos, insha-allah.Keep praying Subhanllahi wabi hamdihi subhanalahilazeem. Allah is with you, and our prayers are with you. This is the beginning of the golden age, and you are one of Allah's chosen one's my brother! I have just heard about the trials and tribulations Hazrat Yusuf went through, and Allah will exchange your suffering for paradise, insha-allah! Allah knows best! Take care my brother!